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|srsbsnsrunner (profile) wrote, |
on 1-9-2014 at 8:15pm
|You’re locked in a room with your greatest fear. Describe
what’s in the room.
I imagine an empty room, the only thing present inside is a mirror. Similar to the mirror of Erised, except instead of showing my deepest desires, it's showing my deepest fears. Every time I look in the mirror, I'm faced with the same image.
Sometimes now and again I'll see darkness and a translucent light above, as if I'm deep underwater and unable to find my way out. But almost all of the time, it's me, just alone.
There is a difference, between being content with being alone and just being alone, alone.
In the mirror, I see alone, alone.
There is no warmth, no happiness, no love, nothing. It's as if the world around me has gone cold.
I fear myself getting stuck in the cycle of depression and not being able to get out. It's as if the ocean has over taken me and left me to drown.
I'm scared of falling back into where I've been.