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|fraggle (profile) wrote, |
on 3-6-2003 at 5:49pm
|Current mood: hearts racing
Music: Dashboard confessional~not sure which song
Subject: Neverending... avoiding life
|Well, so much has happend. I felt like writing. I have actually been thinking a lot lately. Something that I mean to do, but never get around to it. So finally the procrastinator that I am I am writing. I read my past entrys in this journal. I think I have changed. It kind of scares me how much I have changed in the past two months. What exactly has changed I wonder. I don't know. I fear that I may never find out what I would like to. Sometimes I think I have, but then something else happens and I know that I havn't.
My heart is racing right now. I am thinking about justin.
Everything that has happened between us scares me. From the first time I met him till now. All of it makes me heart race like I just took speed or some sort of drug. It's a mix of happiness with apprehension. It's weird. I hear songs and it brings me back to a time way back when, when I was younger and didn't know what I was going to be when I turned 16.
I really feel like crying, writing helps me get it out, but not as much as crying does. It feels good when I cry...does it for you too?
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