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|srsbsnsrunner (profile) wrote, |
on 3-27-2014 at 7:40pm
|Subject: the lies we tell ourselves.
|Over this past week, I've been doing a lot of thinking and soul searching, you know that stuff that makes you cringe because it means you have to face your deepest hurts and fears?
Yeah. That kind of soul searching.
I've reached a few conclusions...
1. That perfection is the stuff of fairy tales and a waste of my time and energy. There are always going to be people who don't like me, who find my behavior annoying, who nit pick about this that or the other thing or who flat out just don't get me.
2. Being left out isn't always a bad thing, it just means you're different and sometimes that is okay.
3. Being happy all the time is impossible. Sometimes there are going to be days of grouchiness, sadness, just don't give a fuck, etc.
The important part is being able to be a functional human being even through those emotions.
There's more. But my brain just shut off. So I'm going to call it a night. I'm so tired.
I just needed to get something out there.