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|srsbsnsrunner (profile) wrote, |
on 4-5-2014 at 9:31am
|Subject: say something.
|So lately my passion for everything has pretty much died. I don't feel this emotional fire for much of anything. I've just been going through the motions of life trying to survive.
I feel stuck.
And I don't like feeling stuck, it makes me feel inadequate. I feel like I should always be bettering myself and moving forward. I honestly am trying but it feels like I'm turning my wheels in mud.
The only thing I've felt passionate about lately is cars and travel. Thanks to watching Top Gear. It igniting my passion for something.
I've been training for a half-marathon and a triathlon but lately the passion has been... dead. So training has been tough.
I don't know if it's a level of depression or just a funk I have to shake myself out of.
The only thing I really want to do right now is go drive a car really fast. Or maybe run through the woods.