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|2ofus (profile) wrote, |
on 6-5-2014 at 12:35am
|Posting cuz I'm at work and lack a needed outlet.
I'm in a mood tonight. Its hard to explain other then sappy romantic. Its mildly agrovating. I keep picturing myself and an unknown female lieing in the grass heads touching hands intertwined and just starring up at the clouds. Cuddling under blankets. Sappy lovey dovey shit. So as there scenes play threw my head, I try and focus and picture the girl. Only two faces pop up that actually feel like a fit. One I discard because no. Just not.
The other... I haven't officially met her. I've bought books from her, but not talked other wise. I don't know why she seems like a fit so right. Its just, when I see her I can feel the right side of my brain goes crazy. I want to kiss her chreks. I want to write her stupid songs and sing them to her, I want to make stupid puns and jokes and have her laugh at them.
I have all these things I want for someone I don't even really know. I don't know how I feel about it. I need to talk to her. Just to see how it plays out if nothing else.
It just kind of weirds me out how none of the other women I've dated and been with, with the exception of one, have invoked this sort of response. Why her? Why brain.
Back to work, will copy to journal when I get home.