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|catatonicsean (profile) wrote, |
on 1-31-2015 at 4:22pm
|Current mood: awake
Music: Toots & The Maytals - 54-46 Was My Number
|Well....I suppose I've quit drinking. Drinking with frequency, and imbibing liquor that invokes the devil, that is.
Mellowing out after a day of OT with a (single) glass of champagne, wondering where all the negativity welled up from, and hoping wifey-pants will forgive some of my behavior of late....some is beyond forgiveness, but I hope she'll understand it and its roots.
Never again, as the Jew said.
Things are going well, and falling into a quagmire of despair is a nasty force of habit that needs to be broken once and for all. Can't continue on like this, as I'm already losing hair and going grey - not quite thirty years of age, mind you.
P.S. Purchased Lovey some early Valentine's Day swag, and it made me feel good. The trick is getting the rest in time, because tardiness is one of my many foibles. I even had tell that I can toke a bit, now that she's aware that it assuages my nastiness, and I don't do it habitually. She is without a doubt the one.