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robbingnovember (profile) wrote,
on 11-29-2015 at 9:04pm
I know I have to let myself cry and be sad. I am okay with that and will flow with it. I feel fucking sad and stupid.. because I let it happen again. I don't even know why I dated Matt in the first place-- I dated the potential of him. I think we were both dating the potential of each other and never really got the chance to get to know each other. That made me fucking mad. I wanted it to work and it just couldn't. I don't even know why I wanted him to like me. I mean he does have good in him, I see the potential. But mostly, it was boring and I felt like gagging over his lack of self awareness and selfishness. Is this the last straw? Please let this be the last straw. On the one hand, I feel like I have no fucking idea what is going on and on the other hand, I feel like I must learn to love myself. That is the only way I can see.
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