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|robbingnovember (profile) wrote, |
on 1-27-2016 at 10:21pm
|Subject: Won't you stay with me just a little longer
|How can one even think when one has so much to think about? I am getting that 2015 feeling right now that I can't do enough right and that life is a stressful and horrible struggle. A FRUITLESS struggle. I don't know. I had this feeling like I'm totally fucking in love with Daniel. And one day soon, he will leave me. I can't help feeling like this is the case and me even thinking it SCARES me because I am too in touch. It is probably already happening. I don't think I am going to survive that.... I keep imagining it and it is horrible. I don't even know how I can go to work and think and DO ANYTHING. I'm not entirely sure I can live without him... and I think I will have to...I feel like I have no one I can really talk to about this. I don't know what to do.. I love him so much. He wouldn't even ask me to do anything... but I would do it. I would do anything...