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kinkyrose1212 (profile) wrote,
on 5-24-2016 at 9:51pm
Current mood: enthralled
Music: Awesomeness
Subject: Whirlwind Life and Romance
So, my life has rapidly taken off on a haywire lightning-infused rollercoaster ride. My husband has been deployed since January and I've been living alone in Jacksonville, NC with no job and not much to do. I've lost about 35 lbs. since February through extreme dieting and excessive walking. Early this month I spontaneously decided to drive up to New England to visit with family and friends for the two remaining weeks before I was due to start working towards my Associate's degree in North Carolina. I hung out with my best friend Lasha and her boyfriend, who I'd had a semi-three-way relationship with in years past. Joe, the boyfriend, and I really got to know each other and slept together a lot for a week or so. I realized how screwed up the relationship between Joe and Lasha was and I pointed this out to him. He had a series of revelations about how poorly he was being treated. Lasha hadn't had a job or any schooling in 8-10 years and was being supported entirely by Joe and his father. She never cleaned the apartment, did the dishes, or made much of an effort at all to show she cared or keep her man attracted and interested. They had no communication and no common interests. I'd been alone for a while and not feeling very connected to my husband. Joe and I connected on so many levels and didn't even have to try. Hence, we fell head over heels in love with each other and are now contemplating a future together and working with each other at least in the short term to rise to our highest levels of awesomeness of self. In July, my husband will return and I will decide what the seemingly best course of action should be. For now, I am living with Joe and being happy. I am on my way to a job, a new apartment with him, and so many wonderful adventures. He's left Lasha, she's moved out, and things are hanging in the balance with Tyler. I've done all the laundry, the dishes, and we've cleaned the shit out of this place, though there is still more to be done. Hopefully tomorrow we will find out we've been hired and then we shall ride to North Carolina to collect some of my belongings and take care of some important business that awaits me down there. A lot of people, entire families, have been hurt as a result of my and Joe's actions (mostly mine, I feel), but we are happy, and is that really so wrong? In any case, I am enjoying life and indulging in it. I am grabbing it by the balls and running with it. I am a kite sailing over the beach and the wind may well carry me away, but I will always find a safe landing.
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