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|kinkyrose1212 (profile) wrote, |
on 6-6-2016 at 12:24am
|Current mood: Stoned
Music: Joe's groovy guitar playing
|When last I wrote, I had decided to stay in Massachusetts with Joe instead of going back to my husband in North Carolina, once he comes home. My feelings on this matter have swayed. The idea of leaving things like this between me and Wolfe, not even trying with him for the life we planned together, doesn't sit right with me. Not when I haven't seen him in so long. It's not fair to walk away during something like this. There's no guarantee I won't be back in North Carolina for a while and start thinking to myself, "I don't feel right about this, either. I wish I was back in Massachusetts with Joe." He is holding out some hope for that. I started taking Metformin to help fertility a couple of months back, when Wolfe and I were planning on trying for a baby when he came home, and I'm still on it. I'm not taking any precautions not to get pregnant with Joe; just leaving it all up to chance. And that would change things, in a way, even simplify them....but not really. In any case, I've found myself a job here through a staffing agency, and I'll be sticking around until Wolfe comes home around the beginning of August, so the situation and any and all developments will be reassessed at that time. Cheers!