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|koalalady (profile) wrote, |
on 7-9-2016 at 12:11am
|Current mood: conflicted
|Something is always going to be "wrong." Life is never going to be perfect, and it's certainly not going to be the perfect vision you see in your head. Like trying to find the Pleiades in the night sky. It gets blurred and faded when you look at it straight on, but you can see them more clearly in peripheral vision. Same with getting what you want, attaining the object of passion.
This is not the end of us, not yet. I will stay for another year, and just let the good things that are happening, happen.
And if I do need to leave, like go exploring or disappear or blow everything up again, he supports this. Like really actually fucking wants me to do what is best for me. Even if that's leaving (hopefully not permanently...I don't need to be totally untethered. Just enough to figure shit out on my own and be my own person.).
You'll never know how perfect it is until you see it from the outside.