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|losrnancr (profile) wrote, |
on 12-1-2017 at 11:47pm
|Current mood: hopeless, basically
Music: Only lovers left alive soundtrack
Subject: Everything all at once all the time forevermore
|Major bad changes coming to my job I'm about to take a 40% pay cut. We are all terrified. IDK what to do. I have no local friends to see or hang out with. I went to Florida to see HIM play and I stayed with Taylor and Meagan for a few days. Me and Meagan got wine slushies in downtown Disney and me and Taylor got sushi and taco bus.
I turned 32 on November 8th, so I've now had this journal for half my life. Minus a house and some ex lovers not much has changed in 16 years.
I drove by some.christmas decorations in my neighborhood and this house just went all out and I remembered how fun that was to see as a kid. Do kids still think that's fun? I don't know. I really don't think there's much joy left in the world. We play Christmas songs at work while they're systematically fucking us.
My doggy is a year and a month now. I saw a sign the other day that said who rescued who? I feel like that's pretty appropriate here. People say we look the same sad eyes and all. I hate leaving him home when I'm working.
Sometimes I think would it really be so bad if America lost a war? I could use a new gkvernment. It's so corrupt. We can't even pretend anymore. It's so bad. The world is so bad. Why isn't everyone saying something. It's seriously so bad.
My upstairs wood floors go this week and my cork floors in the basement.
I have no energy lately. I haven't worked out or exercised in months.
Does any of this shit even matter what the fuck are we doing anyway
I feel overdue for some sort of awakening
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