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|steppingstones (profile) wrote, |
on 1-3-2018 at 12:51am
|Current mood: pained
Music: Beck - Dreams
Subject: Immeasurable Pain
|I don't even know. It all hurts. I'm in so much pain just from my skin. And I think that part if not a lot of it is in my head, or my head making the big deal. Ever since I read that eczema was more like toxins are pushing out through my skin from the inside, I can't not feel it that way. Every stab is more of like a stab out. It's like I can feel these spiked terrible things ripping their way out of me.
I'm looking up techniques for breathing and supplements. I keep forgetting little things to do for it.
Was it always like this? It wasn't though..... Were all those periods of time when it was 'okay' just when I was eating literally nothing? How is it all over my face now when it's never been before if not because now I think it can be on my face? "It's not on my face. It's not on my face. It's not on my face."
Typing this seems to help. A good distraction.
Oh, I should take these supplements now...