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|godessalthena (profile) wrote, |
on 6-27-2018 at 1:51pm
|I know how to cope with my depression, I know I can't dwell on my set backs, but I was really, really counting on at least getting an interview, and now you tell me they've hired everyone they want to for now.
but it's not ok to be upset about that.gotta just keep moving forward like a cold unfeeling robot arm.
I'm so fucking sick of all this. just leave me alone. I am shutting myself away so none of you have to feel compelled to give me any more advice I didn't ask for, or more negative words that I don't need, or telling me to do shit I'm not fucking going to do.
IM DRIVING MY OWN GOD DAMNED BUS AND I WILL BE AS FUCKING SAD AS I WANTO TO BE ABOUT WHATEVER I WANT TO BE SAD ABOUT.
I'm not asking for help. my experience is my responsibility. I'm not asking to be lifted up and told fluffy lies about myself.
just leave me be and let me rot alone in absurdity.