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|mystery (profile) wrote, |
on 3-30-2003 at 8:35pm
|Current mood: other
Subject: coming back into my room
|i have this urge to put my head down on my keyboard and sob for awhile. it hasn't been the best of evenings, even though it's looked ok. i'm not really upset, it's just that one more little bright life-bit fell flat, and i don't like it when the world starts going flat like that. my brain is a rubber band that's been stretched a little too far, and i don't know whether it'll just snap in pieces or go flying into someone's face causing a big red mark i'll feel horribly guilty about, or maybe even i'll be able to ease it back down so it's functional again, just not quite as stable as before.