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|lillypad (profile) wrote, |
on 03-01-05 at 11:50pm
|I didn't "steal" her from you. Friendship doesn't work like that.
I thought I was your friend before that all happened...and if this isn't chronological, wow, I'm really hurt that you really don't like being my friend that much.
I never hated her, I was really frustrated with her, I felt lonely and betrayed.
I can't make you hate her. That's all you. If anything I said had an impact on you, I'm sorry. She and I were having our own problems, if they were having an impact on you, you should've told me, I wouldn't have vented to you if I'd have known it was maiking you hate her. I never wanted to come between you two.
I can't make her feel anything. Trust me, I've tried. She is completely her own person. If she loves me, that's not my fault. It's not like I tricked her into caring about me, I was just me. I'm sorry if you're hurt by that.
I love you Lauren. I don't want whatever's going on between Amelia and you to ruin our friendship. I'm not Amelia, I do want to be your friend.
But if, like this seems to say, you hate me because of my role in Amelia's life, I understand that and I'm sorry I ruined a good friendship. I understand if you don't want to be my friend anymore and I will leave you alone if that's what you want.