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|chuckitatthewall (profile) wrote, |
on 07-30-05 at 4:40pm
|Wow Jessica that is really sad. I just cried and I only have met her once. I hate it how you know someone is on the last legs of their life and you want them to stay around forever and they just don't feel like it anymore. Its just like they've given up and I know I felt like it was because maybe they were tired of me or something ridiculous like that. Maybe they just didn't care about their families anymore. Now looking back on it though I think when an old person gives up they are actually saving you and of course themselves from suffering more. I don't know how much longer I could have visited Aunt Marie in the hospital knowing how much she hated it. Dont think its stupid for crying even though she is still alive. Its not that youre crying cause shes going to die, you're crying because you don't want her to go and you love her so much. You probably already know that, right?
I think she knows how much you love her and care for her and she doesn't want to talk to you about it cause she doesnt want you to hurt because of her. DOes that make sense?
Anyway, I hope you feel better and that this doesn't last for too much longer so your family and she can be happy.