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|spud (profile) wrote, |
on 03-23-03 at 9:53pm
|as i read through again, i notice more.
first of all the incorrect use of always.
and incorrect accusations.
i do frequently give a speech.
and you do frequently not give a fuck because you're too far down in your own pool of crud to give a damn about whatever i'm saying.
because you think it's bullshit anyway, and i'm trying to excuse my behavior or something. or making you feel bad.
which is not the case. i do not want you to feel bad at all. and we do not ALWAYS hang off each other around you. i make a conscious effort not to, on my part anyway. katies not as sensitive to it, but that's not my problem.
and i have not once said i don't have control over it.
thats your fucking drowning in sorrow bullshit selective hearing.
i have every control over what i do. and every responsibility to do what is right with that control. and i am accountable for every lapse in that responsibility.
so that is why, if our bridge is - in fact - burned, then it is on my tab.
i'm getting lost
so i'll get back to you later
in person, or via some other form of communication