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| angelgrl (profile) wrote, on 6-12-2003 at 12:00am | |
| Current mood: angry |
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| I never knew what it was like to hate until tonight… Sitting there, listening to lies about myself, And not being able to do a single thing. And not just one lie, more follow. Lies that are completely off the wall Lies that have no ground to stand on. My heart beats faster, My breath gets short. How can I contain myself? I’m shocked, pure and utter shock I couldn’t speak if I tried. The lies continue The anger builds. My chest is heavy I can’t think straight. I wanna hit something… But I can’t. So I wait. More lies. The hatered builds more and more. Stronger now, consuming me. I’m turning to the dark side, It’s taking over and I can’t help it. I’m losing control I have a right to be mad. I can’t believe the words I’m hearing It must be a dream…. But I know it’s not… There’s nothing I can do But wallow in this pain. I sit and cry. Completely helpless at the mercy of hate Now I know why they say that hate is so strong I understand it now that I have felt it. I never knew what it was like to hate until tonight… |
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angelgrl | 06-13-03 4:27am oh ya. diana, you asked me tonight, if i ever felt like this when we fought. no. i don't think that i'm capable of feeling that much anger and that much hatered twards you, no matter what you did. it's impossible. i love you way too much.
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angelgrl | Re:, 06-13-03 4:29am um, that shoulds say, "and i now understand..." |
| skaterchickgl | Re: Re:, 06-13-03 1:56pm lol you crack me up.here you are trying to fix a spelling error and your sentance says shoulds in it.lol.i love it. |
| skaterchickgl | Re:, 06-13-03 2:00pm thanks sharon that makes me feel alot better.i am sorry you had to know what it was to actually hate someone or something.but maybe it will be for the good of something.maybe someday when someone else tells you they hate something you will actually be able to understand what they mean.and as much as you make me sooo mad sometimes, that anger is more out of fear and frustration, mostly out of fear, not hate.i love you bud and i was glad that i was there when you had to go through that cause its not nice. |
angelgrl | Re: Re: Re:, 06-13-03 4:43pm :P |