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| sumgrlzrkrazie (profile) wrote, on 6-18-2003 at 2:34pm | |
| Current mood: amused Music: flickerstick~Ur so hollywood |
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i know its been a while again ...but i couldnt resist this...i mean cmon!!!! You Are Anal Sex!Wild, kinky, and sometimes painful. Otherwise known as: Checkin' to see if the round roast is done Getting the beef thermometer Driving the Hershey highway Fishing for brown trout Pushin' shit uphill The colon commando Coitus analis Anaru sekkusu Greek sex Sodomy Bufu What Type of Sex Are You? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva 2003-06-18 10:09:00; happy half birthday to me!!! so yea...this update is pretty much a reminder for me to remember some things I have to do...today I must go tanning bc I have the wake tomorrow and I will go again friday since the wedding is sunday. I must get stuff for my hair. So I'm goin to Chevy's for another wednesday nite of Margarita Fun lol...I woke up feeling sorta down in the dumps today. Maybe its this dreary fukin rain...I am really beginning to think that mother nature hates us. This rain shit is just gettin a lil bit outta fukin hand. so tonite I am goin with Eric to go car shopping. I wish I could get a New Vibe lol. I've wanted one since the first time I saw one. But when all ur money goes to bills and rent, it just doesnt happen. We walked around the chevy dealership where I saw two dream cars just calling my name....Blazer Extreme in Blue...I swear to you it was calling my name...S10 Extreme in black...yet again this one sorta whispered my name very lightly...so the blazer wins hands down...but I could never afford that truck in a million years on my salary. If I didn't live alone I could. But eh whatever. Well back to filing and stuff...I am wishing I had a day to stay home and sleep...starting to feel mighty exhausted...ugh I miss my blankie and my pillow and my bed...sigh...I miss Eric's bed the most tho..its like sleeping on fluffy clouds..sigh 2003-06-17 15:30:00; finding shit in your glove compartment rock I was all in a panic looking for my John Mayer CD(which I never found) so I pop open the glove compartent and in it I find my Flickerstick CD. SO yea...I LOVE THEM!!! GOSH I REALLY REALLY DO!!!!! It brings on some good signs tho...normally a CD I used to sing and dance to around HIM would upset me...but right now...it reminds me of other things...talks with TJ and Christian in the hood...late at night...looking for the Big Dipper...skankin in the backyard...late nite driveway talks...playing memory...yo I miss the hood...I can't wait for summer nights...I know this year isn't gonna be the same tho...it kinda makes me sad...cmon I want friends to come over and layout in my backyard and look at stars...and talk about stupid stuff..and just have fun...whose in >>!?!?! I know who I want to say yes to this...but they won't. Yo...I really love this album...Here are some lyrics from my favorite songs on the CD. Flickerstick - Beautiful You could be the devil in my bed You could be the angel in my head You could be the voices that I hear I'm singing along because it sounds just like you're near Cause you're so beautiful You're beautiful today You're so beautiful Beautiful in every little way Cause when you're coming around I'm off the ground I've got to say You're so beautiful You're beautiful today I could be the drug you can't resist I could be the antidote you missed I could be the love you hate to fear You're filling the hole inside your heart with feeling near to me Cause you're so beautiful You're beautiful today You're so beautiful Beautiful in every little way Cause when you're coming around I'm off the ground I've got to say You're so beautiful You're beautiful today Can we make it through Together we got to fly Don't you know I got to fly Cause when you're coming around I got to fly Don't you know I want to fly And I know And I feel That I could learn to hate just like you And I know And I feel That you could learn to love just like me Can we make it through together I've got to fly Flickerstick - You're So Hollywood Well it's a common attraction Searching for the night club scene Cause you're so Hollywood You're so Hollywood And you're looking for some action With your flash bulb eyes tonight You're so Hollywood You're so Hollywood she said I got to get out of this town Got to get my feet back on the ground Don't want to sell my record collection So take a look in my direction So I'm off (off!) I'm feeling down It's getting tough (tough!) You know that the getting out is getting rough (rough!) This town is fucking with my head You're so Hollywood she said And it's getting close to dark now On the Sunset Boulevard You're so Hollywood You're so Hollywood With the designer medications Just another valium in the red wine You're so Hollywood You're so Hollywood she said I got to get out of this town Got to get my feet back on the ground Don't want to sell my record collection So take a look in my direction So I'm off I'm feeling down It's getting tough You know that the getting out is getting rough This town is fucking with my head You're so Hollywood she said So sit back and watch me rise Higher than the moon I'm up here all alone Looking down at you I got to get out of this town Got to get my feet back on the ground Don't want to sell my record collection So take a look in my direction So I'm off I'm feeling down It's getting tough You know that the getting out is getting rough This town is fucking with my head You're so Hollywood she said You're so Hollywood she said Flickerstick - Chloroform The One You Love And if I couldn't attain All I need to explain Would she even look me in the eye again She sits back and ignores My need to adore Intimidations got me down again She's only 18 but such a beautiful dream All she needs is some chloroform And she'll be mine Chloroform the one, the one that you love And take her back Every once in a while I catch a strut and a smile Maybe rejection is the high That keeps me coming here I need some compassion but she's Laughing at the nervousness I feel whenever she is around And I can't see just how real Is the charm no I don't mean Her no harm despite my heart And the challenge while she's lying here Chloroform the one, the one that you love And take her back So just walk on by I can see today is like any other day But it seems brighter than it was before I just can't believe that its Not the same no it's not the same It will never be the same for me again Chloroform the one, the one that you love And take her back have a feeling its gonna be one of those boring days where I post alot...lol..bc I am dork...sum1 call me and hang out tonite...please...I can't sit home and go nuts anymore...it's really turning me crazy 2003-06-17 10:13:00; sometimes the best thing that ever happened..is the one thing you regret the most So yea boys and girls, it's been a rough time for me right now. Those of you that know me well enough know that I have been kinda sick lately. I don't wanna get all in depth with it...but I just want everyone to know how sorry I am that I get this way. I realize over the last month it has gotten much worse. So right now is when I am gonna need you guys the most. For many of you ...it shouldn't be too much to ask for considering, most of you, owe me the favor. Just bare with me though. This is gonna be a tough battle for me this time. I have always had my parents there as a backbone with this sort of thing, and now I am on my own. There is no one to watch me and supervise me...I gotta do this one for myself, by myself. I am trully sorry to those I have hurt along this battle and breakdown. You know who you are! But I need for you to understand what is going on with me. I need you to take the time to see that I am the same "Leanne" that you met and once loved...but I am just having a rough time right now with things. Trust me when I say I am over IT!! Hurtful things were most likely said out of Anger, but you still stooped to that level..and that shows me, it's not worth the battle any longer. I care for you deeply still, and I always will. You will ALWAYS hold a dear spot in my heart. To the rest of you, my true friends, I don't know where I would be if I didn't have you guys. P.S. I found my next tattoo. I wanna save my lilies till it feels like the perfect moment to get them. I want this tattoo really bad...someone come get inked with me. JASON MRAZ JUNE 25TH!!!! WHOSE COMING?!?!?! now ill paste some old lj entries to catch up |
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