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onceagainistandalone (profile) wrote,
on 8-19-2003 at 11:16pm
Subject: no lights..no music.
so im back from minnesota.

All in all it was worthwhile venture. My body is in the best condition its been in my whole life..don't mind the half a pack of ciggarettes i smoked today..im tan all over except for my upper thighgs..hair is lone (its getting trimmed tomorrow because matt has to become a working man again), and im just at peace pretty much..

I made 2 new friends and 2 new enemies, but those enemies i will never see again, so fuck them.

I saw pristine lakes surrounded by sheer cliffs. I even saw a 1,300 year old cedar tree. Waterfalls, poison ivy, mooses, bears, deer, fish, loons, and ducks..i saw all of those too. Sunsets that will be emblazened in my mind for a lifetime or two. I chickened out of a 60 foot repel down a cliff, but i climbed two other cliffs that were twice as high. I carried a 70 pound canoe for 2 miles one time. I pushed myself to the limit, took a ten minute break, and pushed some more. Every night i fell asleep to the collective buzz of millions of mosquitoes and flies. I paddled in fog so thick you couldn't see the other half of the canoe you were sitting in. I swam in crystal clear waters that are remenents of glaciers that carved that land tens of thousands of years ago. I cried at night from missing the ones i loved. I laughed at night from enjoying my time with the only people i had. I walked through woods where no human had been in well over a year. I stood in the middle of a forest while a massive lightning storm raged around me, and i saw that storm clear and the sun come out..

Every morning when i walked out of the tent, i counted down the days until i went home..and now im sitting here typing this, and im counting down the days until i go back next summer.

I'm not changed, just self aware.

goodnight.
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shorty

08-20-03 10:43am

That sounds really awesome...... the way you put that entry together kind of got to me too! Lol. Im glad you're back though, hopefully little town cedar springs isnt to horribly boring, but after hearing where you just were.......

Anyways... have a good day

Erika

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radioradiohead

08-23-03 9:19pm

Welcome back

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