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ChildoftheLost (profile) wrote,
on 9-1-2003 at 9:02pm
Current mood: blah
Music: none
Subject: survey

I am not: going to listen any longer

I love: music...loyalties have been broken..there is nothing else to unconditionally love....

I hate: my broken heart

I fear: love

I hope: I can get some sleep

I hear: gossip

I crave: to be held

I regret: being me

I cry: myself to sleep

I care: about someone who doesn't care

I always: dread mornings

I believe: I will spend my life alone

I feel alone: all the time

I listen: music

I hide: from pain

I drive: a brakeless insanity mobile

I sing: in the shower

I dance: when I'm alone

I write: blank thoughts

I play: the odd man out

I miss: my heart

I search: my mind for the answers

I learn: to get along on my own

I feel: unwanted

I know: that I am never good enough

I say: what will make others happy

I succeed: when I focus

I dream: of something better

I wonder: why I am here?

I want: him....

I have: nothing that I want

I give: too much

I fell: for a lost cause

I fight: with my heart and my head

I need: ...if you only knew

1. Your plane goes down on a desert island, and the only survivors are you and the boys from 'NSYNC. Which member do you kill and eat first for food? Joey...he's the fatest we could probably just live off of him

2. Your life is being made into an HBO Special. Who plays you? Sandra Bullock

3. The traditional zodiac is outmoded. Make up your own sign, and characteristics. Serendipity - you find yourself surounded by only a few friends and your self. Your talents go unnoticed due to your lack of social interaction. You can be outspoken, intelligent, and your best friend is a book or well though out television drama.

4. What cartoon character most closely resembles you? Silver Sable from the spider-man thing on MTV.

5. If you was a musical, what would you be singing right now? Your Own Disaster by Taking Back Sunday

6. Absolute anarchy breaks out! Which celebrity/politician would you put up against the wall and shoot first? Avril Lavigne

7. Your most private email is posted on a public board along with your phone number and weight. What do you do? hang myself

8. You have spray paint, time, and you won't get caught! um...a house

9. You wake up. Your life as you know it has been a bad dream caused by a bad Jack-in-the-Box burger. You're really the person responsible for all the "reality tv" shows. What do you do to atone for your sins? blow up the network

10. I bring you lunch, and it's something you really hate. But you absolutely adore me. What do you do? smile and say I already ate

nickname = KT, Katertots, Katerpoo, KTbear
birthday = *poof* god snaps his fingers and I appear
piercing = yup
tattoos = nope
height = short
shoe size = 8
hair color = brown
length = eh...mild
pets = dog and cats

last...
movie you rented = shanghai knights
movie you watched = " "
movie you bought = bringing down the house
song you listened to = Your Own Disaster - Taking Back Sunday
song you've downloaded = Bottom of a Bottle - Smile Empty Soul
cd you bought = Maroon 5
cd you listened to = A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar - DC
person you've called = mina
person that's called you = mina
tv show you've watched = The OC
you have a crush on someone? = yes
you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
you think about suicide = not as much anymore
you believe in online dating = eh...no
others find you attractive = nope
you want more piercings = yes
you want more tattoos = yes
you drink = not often
you do drugs = nope
you smoke = nope
you like cleaning = when I'm stressed
you like roller coasters = no
you write in cursive or print = both

for or against
long distance relationships = for
using someone = against
suicide = against
killing people = against
teenage smoking = against
doing drugs = against
premarital sex = against
driving drunk = against
gay/lesbian relationships = For. if it makes someone happy let them be happy
soap operas = the OC is kind of a soap opera

favorite...
food = oranges
song = Your Own Disaster - Taking Back Sunday
thing to talk about = music
sport = hockey
drinks = strawberry daquiri
clothes = pants
movies = Kate and Leopald
band = Dashboard Confessional
holiday = christmas
car = toureg

have you...
ever cried over a girl = a friend I lost yes
ever cried over a boy = the thousands of tears over one guyis unbelieveable
ever lied to someone = yes
ever been in a fist fight = once
ever been arrested = not yet

what...
shampoo do you use = herbal essences
perfume: SOY by avon
shoes do you wear = boots and sneakers
are you scared of = rejection

number...
of times I have been in love? once
of times I have had my heart broken = once
of hearts I have broken? = I dunno...
of boys I have kissed? = 1
of girls I have kissed? = none
of men I've slept with? = none
of girls I've slept with? none
of drugs taken illegally? = 0
of people I would classify as true, could-trust-with-my-life type of people? 2
of people I consider my enemies? 3
of cd's that I own? = a lot
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 2 or 3
of scars on my body? = the countless numbers
of things in my past that I regret? = *sigh*
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x, 09-02-03 4:03pm

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