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imation (profile) wrote,
on 8-31-2002 at 7:42pm
Current mood: exhausted
Music: sugarcult- pretty girl
Subject: thats what you get
...i've been dead all day today. after yesterday, getting up at 4:30am to swim for 2 hours before school, going to school all day, and going straight to Lauren's house with Elyse and Lisa after school... walking around all night and staying up till 4am watching movies, i was so tired i couldn't move this morning. but i had to get up again at 9:30am, so i could go to swimming again this morning- didn't get home till 12:30pm and still was moving in slow-motion until i fell back asleep at 3pm today. i just woke up. i can't bring myself to fully wake up tho.. i'm just moving through the motions right now, pretending i'm fully awake. god, its saturday night and i'm sitting in my pajamas, filling up time until the next couple hours i can sleep.

ahh... lowell told me he missed me last night... sighhhh. he also told me he had missed me while he had been talking to sonia rao. damn. i don't know why that's a "damn" statement but its definately not a great statement. but its cool. i'm really just happy lowell and i are still friends and close and whatnot even though i hardly see him during the school day. that sucks. a lot. i wish he were here right now
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lilluckyduck12

09-01-02 2:19pm

shut your eyes and go back to sleep....

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