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| SepiaFlamingo (profile) wrote, on 9-11-2003 at 7:56pm | |
| Current mood: pessimistic Music: "Bull in the Heather" - Sonic Youth Subject: Thank you, faceless child. |
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| I hate Spanish. I hate buses. I hate homework. I hate Zach. I hate people. I hate myself for hating. And I hate how I can't do a thing about it. Today I found out that I'm failing Spanish, and it's only the THIRD week of school. I don't even know how that's possible to be failing so early in the school year. x_x Stupid Spanish. ...This is my first year in a language-class besides English. Yes, I took Reading classes until the 8th grade. o_o It's not as bad as it sounds.. I guess. Anyway: You already know why I hate buses. My experience with them never turn out right. ...NEVER.... I hate homework. Self-explanatory. I hate Zach. He gave me his phone number, AGAIN, because he asked me why I didn't call him last night. I paniced and said: "Um... because....I lost it." Well, much that did. Now I'm just in deeper poo because now he thinks I wanted to call him. x_x. I DON'T. I WANT TO JUST MAKE HIM GO AWAY. ...But I can tell that won't be happening any time soon. Maybe I can get Maki to say something to him. o.o;;... Maki......Will you? I know you're reading this. Respond. ....Oi.... I only hate some people. Now, it's mainly Zach. But I have other people whom right now I'm not so fond of. Such as Jimmy. I don't know what's gotten over him. Or under him. ...Passed him. Yeah, passed him. Well, anyway. Ever since the Zach-guy introduced himself, Jimmy has been acting not-so-Jimmy-like. I can't even express it in words. All I can say is that there has been some obvious mutalation to his personality. And futher more, I hate myself for making me hate all these things. Am I over reacting? O_o I hope not. Poo... I want to drown all my troubles. Or melt like chocolate on a hot day, and sink through into the vents. Never to be seen again. ...It's been so long since I've talked to certain people. Hiei. Wow. Haven't talked to him in at least a month. x_x And now that I've typed out that slab of truth, it hurts. I can only blame myself. Or blame nothing. Nothing is good. And maybe I don't want to know the truth. Maybe just waiting endless hours at the bottom of the sink for the rest of my life. Who knows. ...And finally.... I hate how all I can do is sit and watch my life rip right under my fingers. cheerio. |
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Stitches | 09-18-03 3:35pm I loathe Zach as well. Althought not to the same high extent as your hatred, loathe I shall 'till evermore.
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| AngelOfSin | Re:, 09-18-03 3:40pm I can't say much about the kid, but heh, nobody ever talks to me but you, Toby and Jimmy. I have no right to know him
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| SepiaFlamingo | Re: Re:, 09-19-03 5:16pm I'd like to start by blowing up the bus, but then I decided otherwise seeing how that wouldn't help in anyway.
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