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| Jennabear (profile) wrote, on 9-16-2003 at 1:58pm | |
| Current mood: Grieving Music: Greatest Story Ever Told--Oliver James Subject: I did it. I can't believe it, but I really did it. |
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| I wrote to Shawn's mom. After nearly two years of looking for information on him or her or his sister......I found his mom's address online. But when I found it (sunday) I was like "I can't do this......I just can't do it." Last night, I went in my room and started to write about stuff, it's my only way of dealing with things. I made a list of the reasons why I did not want to write to her. I made a list of reasons why I did want to write to her. The first list was five "I'm scared that..." sentences. The second list was things along the line of "I want her to know people still miss him," "I want to connect with him as much as I can," "I want a something physical." I feel that some of the reasons on the list to write to her FAR outweighed the reasons not to: Fear. Maybe she won't write back. Maybe she will...and maybe I won't like what she has to say. Either way...there's no turning back. It's in the mail. |
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HoleeCrap | 09-16-03 10:53pm I'm proud of you, I don't know if I could do something like that. |
Jennabear | Re:, 09-17-03 4:06pm I'm not sure I SHOULD have done something like this.
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