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ORFwasHERE (profile) wrote,
on 9-28-2002 at 12:20am
Current mood: yawn
Music: FIF
I cant stand how everyone is. Almost all my friends and such are all depresed, and it makes me feel bad, cuz lately ive been great. its almost a parallel from last year when i was incredibly depressed and everyone was all great and on highs of their lives. it makes me think of how things seemed to be better then.....well for everyone else, and makes me want it to be then again. everyones suffering doesnt seem worth mine.....makes me feel somewhat responsible for peoples misery, or not really. i dunno, i dont get it. im just going on and on. dont listen to me, its all crazy.


ok, that was weird.....anyways. life without aol has been a lot better than i had ever imagined. its just bad that i dont have my old buddylist, so i only have like 4 ppl's names on my aim buddylist. i feel soo alone, and i have no one to talk to. haha. the game tonight was awesome. lol, ya know youve got a good team when ya shut-out boca high. there was ppl i wanted to see and talk to after the game, but for some reason they made us play until the whole stadium was clear.....so no one was there. gayness. im really fucking tired right now, so i think im gonna go off to bed. i just hope this weekend is fun. i have soo much shit to do this week, so the weekend has to make the following week better. ok, well im done. im sorry if youre reading this, and gotta put up with my shit. yay, its now 12:30. conan!
night
A.J.
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STOPSTARINGATMYPENUSOKTHNXBYBY

09-28-02 1:46am

Dont feel bad, ur long overdue for some happiness. I've worked out my shit, now we just need to get everyone on our page.

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