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| Kandy (profile) wrote, on 10-26-2003 at 2:09pm | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: "If you go" Cauterized Subject: past poem |
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| see the knife look at the blade glitter pick it up feel the edge sharp enough to slice skin press your thumb onto it draw drops of crimson blood exhale the breath you'd taken and smile "this is it" you think :my final time on this dreadful planet" you mentally say goodbyes and praises as you slowly lower the knife so it presses against your inner wrist, on the vein you take a deep breath you press the blade down press it hard and slowly draw it against your skin exhaling sharply against the sweet pain you draw it so it makes a 2 inch cut smiling as you see the blood then you muster the courage and switch hands cutting into your other wrist exerting a littler kmore pressure so you get it right this time you see the blood ooze out you shiver slightly knowing, hoping this will be your last you make two more wounds to the inner elbow of each arm to help finish knowing the asprain will only help as the blood drips you being to wonder about what might have been you write your thoughts down quickly there's not too much time left now you tell them how sorry you are for not being perfect for loving the wrong people for doing the wrong things but you lose your thoughts you start to feel dizzy you can feel yourself blacking out you know you're dying you hear someone walk in you hear them shout your name feel them run to you and cradle you in their arms "I love you" you whisper as blackness slips over you "I love you! Please don't die" is whispered back you struggle to hold on a little longer if only to be with them "I'm sorry. Remember me" you say they hug you closer they cry and tell you your forgiven and they love you over and over again your strength, your will weakens you let go of life with a smile because you died in the arms of the one you loved The only good thing you'd found on this dreadful planet. |
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Angel_Bob | 10-26-03 4:01pm I love you!!! |
Tina | Re, 10-26-03 4:36pm Hun, there are alot of people out thier that love you, some just arent as lucky as others.... |