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emo414 (profile) wrote,
on 11-22-2003 at 11:15am
Current mood: fine (freaked out, insecure, neurotic, and emotion
Music: 3 Days Grace - I Hate everything about you
Subject: thank you
so this morning when i got up and i was at bowling i was thinking about my ebtry from last night and thought how things kind of seemed like i was just blaming you and making it seemed like you ruined my life or somethin, but you didnt. you have done so many things in my life and definately left good memeroies behind even if there are a few bad ones. we had the best times together and have a million different jokes, i'm english cant ya tell? lol. but i just wanted to say thank you and last night i was just really frustrated with everything so i didnt say any of the good things that i think of. i just want to say thank you.
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missamerica

I LOVVE YOOUU!!!, 11-22-03 11:00pm



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missamerica

I LOVVE YOOUU!!!, 11-22-03 11:03pm

(sorry about the first one)... Well I read your new journal entry, and I'm glad you are feeling somewhat better... but I DO want to say that I loovveee you Ryan!!!! NEVER EVER feel like I have replaced you, because, honestly-- no one could come close... I know that we're not like the best of friends, but I know that I can count on you, and you are always there for me, and you can always make me laugh. I hope I have made an impace on your life like you have made on mine. Thats pretty much all I can say, but I just want you to know, that you will always have a special place in my heart... KEEP SMILING... its what makes you RyAn!! I luuvv uu!

*Erica*

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missamerica

I LOVVE YOOUU!!!, 11-22-03 11:04pm

(sorry about the first one)... Well I read your new journal entry, and I'm glad you are feeling somewhat better... but I DO want to say that I loovveee you Ryan!!!! NEVER EVER feel like I have replaced you, because, honestly-- no one could come close... I know that we're not like the best of friends, but I know that I can count on you, and you are always there for me, and you can always make me laugh. I hope I have made an impace on your life like you have made on mine. Thats pretty much all I can say, but I just want you to know, that you will always have a special place in my heart... KEEP SMILING... its what makes you RyAn!! I luuvv uu!

*Erica*

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Anonymous

11-23-03 12:10am

no. i deserved everything you said. i'm the one that should be thanking you. i'm sorry i screwed up. i'm sorry. you have every right to blame me. thank you for everything you have given me, good and bad. I can't say anything that can make you understand how I feel. Maybe someday I'll be able to.

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lindseyethatsme

Re:, 11-23-03 8:03pm

awh check it out ryan- she feels bad. maybe she'll realize the real guy she should be with right now, huh? personally we all think it should be you except for her and ben...and maybe frankie. but hey I love you ryan and i hope she will start to see everything in you that i do and even more and start to regret that she's with someone else when she could be having you.

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Anonymous

11-24-03 7:02pm

sometimes when you love someone very much, you'd have to go through every tear, every heartache, and every pain because in the end it's not how you love her but how you hold on...

hey just a random person passing through here. i know what you're going through man. i agree with 'lindseyethatsme' that she does love you still. i know it must suck waiting for her as much as you said you have, but if its meant to be, no amounf of time will change your/her feelings. its love. love doesnt end. it just gets postponed out of fear and stupidity.

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lindseyethatsme

to the anonymous person who responded to this journal, 11-24-03 8:07pm

okay wow- whoever the anonymous person that responded to this journal and said what they did about love- i want to marry you! lol. wow- you were so right about everything you said...and i thought it was cool you agreed with what i was saying. listen, if you ever see this reply to your comment...reply back...i wanna know more about you than just an "anonymous" and a "random guy passing through"...write soon hopefully :)

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