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|Kandy (profile) wrote, |
on 11-22-2003 at 8:43pm
|Current mood: crushed
Music: Lonestar *Amazes Me*
|wow... plans change again. At least Ally came over. *shrugs* at least something good went on in my day. But yeah. James wanted to go to a movie. Then Nolan's g/f *the couple we were going with* was grounded. So then since he didn't call me before work and i didn't call him *cause I thought he was supposed to call me* so he made plans to go to Joes. Then when I call and find it all out all he can really say is sorry. Which doesn't help any. I just felt like saying if your really sorry just go to a movie with me and I could take ya to Joes or something. or some shit like that. So I called Sammie hopeing to be able to do something with her..... but it didn't work out either. *sighs* I even got out early tonight and was extasic cause of it. cause I thought then we could spend more time together. but oh damn well. cest la vie right? that's life. *sighs* heh my parents came up with an amusing idea. since i had to feed my snakes tonight they said to name one James. lol. He also went to the movies last night with Coutney and he told me I couldn't go cause they don't really like me and he didn't want them mad. I know he realizes what it does to me when he does that. Not just because I get jealous but because I want to spend time with him and it's like he'd rather do something else. *shrugs* all he does is say sorry like it can change things. it doesn't. i know he usually feels bad about it but it doesn't change anything or make it any better. what would make it better is when he does have time, he should actually do something with me.but hell like that's gonna happen. oh well. at least woohu here is good for my venting. and at least i'm not crying anymore. *sighs* i did try to get ahold of Chris cause he's been a pretty good friend lately cause things just haven't been great in my life lately. But he was gone as well. All my good friends were. Sammie just couldn't hang around to talk or do anything. *sighs* alright well i'm gonna dissappear. A few of ya know how to find me..... ;) Adios..
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Try looking at it from James's view.
Alright I kept the plan only a little late
Aw, I know how that is. My boyfriend hung out with his best friend on his birthday and it wasn't that I was jealous but that I just wanted to hang out and talk.
Lets see, I went to a movie with courtney because she invited me and I had no plans. How is it my fault that they don't like you much? I'm not gonna be the guy that invites his girlfriend along on someone elses thing. Secondly, I'll just stop saying I'm sorry, even though it prolly means something when Chris says it. What was that, oh you hate how you lies behind your back but is all nice to your face. From what I hear lately you've been getting chummy with him and seeming to bring him up more and more everyday and I'm getting fed up with it.
Re:, 11-24-03 10:17pm
yeah i have noticed that she gets a little chummy with chris 2, its like when your not around she with chris. So i was just wondering do u want chris or james?
awwe connie, if you're mad at james or have a problem with him... you should confront him. rather than posting it on here for him to find later. i'm with james through and through and when he says he's sorry, he really does mean it. i don't know anything about what's going on with chris, but minds must be made up. you can't have both.
Re, 11-25-03 7:08pm
Listen, I think you both need to set down.Seems like to me She is always making the plans that way you two can actually do something together. And alot of times that takes alot of work to just get permission. And then I here that there are times where he seems to give off the feeling that shes their but not really showing it. I guess lets just staight the obvious.....If you to can't set down with out playing the silent treatment or yelling things are never gonna work out...
Re: Re, 11-25-03 8:13pm
I'm not taking any advice from someone i don't know. Or trust.
Re: Re: Re, 11-25-03 9:07pm
Thats fine, I understand. Things are just better off this way sometimes!