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cait0880 (profile) wrote,
on 12-2-2003 at 6:38pm
Subject: Please someone tell me why i feel so sick because ive worked so hard to not feel this way..
For some stupid fucking reason i find my self feeling so bad for everything ive said and done to Kris and i just dont know. Im so counfused with everything. What is happening to me.... i thought i was better but im rong... i really dislike my self and how mean i am and how i am a ass and i just dont know i hate my self soo much and i dont reallly blame anyone who does because im not really great and i just suck alot and yeah
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Anonymous

..., 12-02-03 8:26pm

Maybe you feel that way because you HAVE to feel that way you said something nasty and your having second thoughts ... you though something nasty that your having regrets on what you thought so maybe you should think again and GET A CLUE about how you feel because you need to get one if you wanna talk about someone like you did ..

. buh .
. bye .
. bye .

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cait0880

Re: ..., 12-03-03 8:58pm

well many things i said about kris where unfair and a result of rage and my hurt feelings so yeah who are you

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Anonymous

12-03-03 11:23pm

so you've finally realized what a bitch you are huh?


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cait0880

Re:, 12-04-03 6:29pm

Well i guesss so right! why the fuck dont you stop leaving comments and being such a little bitch about it and just leave your name
god dont read this if you dont like me its really easy

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 12-04-03 10:08pm

no, im not going to fucking tell you because you hurt someone close to me. i understnad that you fucking feel bad and shit but u gotta talk to sum1. iff u dont all the gulit is goin to eat away in ur gut and ull never get anywhere. TALK TO SOMEONE AND IF U DIDNT ALREADY WTF ARE YOU FUCKING WAITING FOR ??

bye.
cya.
on.
the.
flip
side.


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cait0880

Re: Re: Re:, 12-05-03 4:11pm

Look Kris hurt me also, he hurt me then anyone ever hurt me befor. I dont care how close you where to him because you could never understnad how i felt about kris and how hurt i was when he left. I Cried so many night thinking about how he hurt me or left me SO dont fucking tell me anything because you dont understnad at all

i will find out who you are

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-06-03 12:32pm

HE LEFT YOU ?
WTF AREE YOU TALKIING BOUT?
IT WASNT HIS CHOICE HE LEFT YOU YOU DUMB SHIT. HE LEFT BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID TO HIM.
SO DONT FUCKING SAY IT WAS HIS CHOIICE YOU ASSHOLE.

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cait0880

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-06-03 5:20pm

im not taking about him leaving im talking about the lies and how he cheated on me you fucking dumbass.

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-06-03 6:50pm


who did he cheat on u w\??

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cait0880

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-06-03 7:57pm

CLARIE

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-07-03 6:28pm

how did he cheat on ur w\?
was it like he made out w\ her or somehtinggg.?

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cait0880

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-08-03 7:11pm

No a little more then that and it doesnt matter how much it still hurts

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-08-03 9:21pm

well, rumors . i heard that some girl went up to you and said that kris kissed another girl. thats not true. kris loved you and he didnt kiss anyone else.


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cait0880

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-09-03 7:44pm

well i heard from her it happen and i love kris i just cant trust him and i dotn think we would work well together because of our "past"

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-10-03 5:24pm

yeah true.
bout the past cuzz bad things did happen.and, i understand that u cant trust him bcuz when i had a b\f i couldnt trust him @ all.. i guess you can never trust someone.

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