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clarencechica (profile) wrote,
on 12-7-2003 at 6:59pm
Current mood: emotionally exhausted
i don't know what to think.... i believe that if a person needs to think about wether or not they want to break up with someone, that probably means that they do, and that there are doubts about the relationship..... it has been almost 8 hours now since the question was propsed to michael, and he has not given me an answer and i asked him again about 5 minutes ago if he had an answer to my question, and he just said "what question?" and i know damn well that he knew what question, and so i asked him, and he says "i am still thinking about it" so i mentioned that if he still needs to think about it then maybe that means that he might really want to end this and that he should do some real hard thinking about it and let me tell you, that sucks.... i am very emotionally tired over this... i have cried a lot today, and i can't anymore because if i do, i might end up doing something stupid so for the rest of the evening, i am just going to leave him alone, and i know that tomorrow morning he is going to act like nothing has happened and i am going to end up hurting even more.... *sigh* i don't know.... good night i guess....
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Sophinda

12-21-03 12:58pm

ur spider picture scares me...

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clarencechica

Re:, 12-21-03 6:24pm

oh yeah, well all that freeking pink scares me!!!!!! =D

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Sophinda

Re: Re:, 12-22-03 7:28am

heehee fair play to ya. my journal is kinda overly pink :D

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squishylover

decisions, 12-27-03 9:59am

You should'nt have to be put through this emotional turmoil. If he isn't giving you and answer and you are just sitting there hurting. In my opinion you must either go up to him and confront him about it again, or you let the relationship go, even if it does hurt. I hope everything turns out ok for you.

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clarencechica

Re: decisions, 12-28-03 8:28pm

well, it is now about two weeks since that horrible day, and we are.... ok i guess.... he said that he never said he wanted to break up with me, and i told him how much it hurts me when he ignores me.... we did some comprimising, and i guess until the next fight, (god willing it isn't for a VERY long time!) everything is smoothed out.... for now.
but i do thank you for your support.... teresa

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squishylover

Re: Re: decisions, 12-29-03 12:48am

Your welcome

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