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SepiaFlamingo (profile) wrote,
on 12-25-2003 at 7:42pm
Current mood: Sadistic
Music: NOTHING. I don't DESERVE music.
Subject: You know that feeling where you just want to shoot your eye out, and let your skin absorb the blood in, for efforts of moral venilation? Well, I do.
THANK YOU. I WANTED TO SAY "THANK YOU." or SOMETHING along the lines of decency....why couldn't I? I don't know. I'm retarded, maybe.

...And why in Robert Smith's name did I say a lamp?!?...


ARGH. >_< WHY DIDN'T I SAY SOMETHING MORE CREATIVE. A LAMP?!?!? WHO WANTS TO BE NAMED AFTER A LAMP?


I'm a sky diver with no where to land. I mean, really. How many times can I walk away and say, "If only..." I keep making the same mistakes over and over again. I'm watching myself make the same mistakes, too. I guess there's nothing to do. I really must stop hurting them like this...


Merry Christmas?
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Stitches

12-26-03 11:49pm

I. Am. So. Lost.

help...?

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