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BrownIedMissj (profile) wrote,
on 1-2-2004 at 11:08pm
Current mood: fine (i guess)
Music: nothin
Subject: UUUUHHHHH........
Ok hi erbody. I feel . . .i can't even explain it. Sumtimes i think when i try to help it's just a waste i try and ppl ignor and don't care! If i am willing to try and help you out wouldn't you want to listen. . . .? Or if i am trying. I don't like when my advice is just turned down, rejectedor just not even acknowledged. I want to help and it doesn't seem like it works. I ppl cut me off or just tell me i don't understand it bothers me cus i take it as. "Ok i don't understand? Are youb inside me and do you know the wy im feeling?" Ya noe? Well w/e i shouldn't be upset over this maybe im just overreacting. . . . i have nobody to talk to and calm me down and stuff so im talkin to my journal. THIS IS THE HIGHEST PEAK OF LONELYNESS AND SADNESS. UUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! GODD GRIEF! I FELT LIKE HAVING A CHARLIE BROWN MOMENT. Ok done now i feel a lot better after talkin this over with you journal. okey doke now on to my better day.

I went shopping today. I bought 8 outfits plus i bought 4 shirts and a pair of jeans for w/e. Yes talking about clothes makes me happy. SMILES. That is really brady bunch chessy. Any way yea i did that then tomorrow i got a b-ball game go us. . . .not really i don't feel ;like gettin up early im tired now and my head hurts and i can't find my cd player. What other good thing happened (i gotta cheer myself up). Umm lemme see the cothes and the uh. . . .clothes and i had french vinilla ice cream today.






ok thats all








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takunbymissj

hey..., 01-02-04 11:43pm

opp's...u just call'ed and told me that ur not mad anymore.....but again im sorry....and appreciate u bein' my g/f and bein' in my life with concern and love. THANK YOU!!.......I LOVE YOU!....i was kinda already upset because i almost went the whole day without hearin' from you.....but lucky u called as soon as u got in.....but ima go to bed now...and think bout u and ur love.....buh bye...nite nite I LOVE YOU!!

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takunbymissj

hey..., 01-02-04 11:53pm

IM SORRY!! (u knoe i cant get enough of you)....dont want u to be mad or upset over me bein' stupid....promise theres gonna be a change! I LOVE YOU!

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takunbymissj

Re: hey..., 01-02-04 11:53pm

SORRy..........I LOVE YOU!

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takunbymissj

HEY, 01-02-04 11:55pm

SORRY!! LOVE YOU!! FOR GIVE ME? MAYBE IM UPSET WIT HARDLY EVA BEIN' WIT U....LOL...U KNOE I CANT GET ENOUGH OF YOU...I LOVE YOU!

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takunbymissj

Re: HEY, 01-02-04 11:55pm

I LOVE YOU.....!!....

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takunbymissj

HEY, 01-02-04 11:56pm

BY NOW UR SLEEP...LOL...BUT IM UP TALKIN' TO MY MOM....I LOVE YOU!!

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takunbymissj

HEY, 01-02-04 11:58pm

I LOVE YOU!!!...............I LOVE YOU......I LOVE YOU.....I LOVE YOU.......I LOVE YOU.......I LOVE YOU......I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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flyygurl214

Re: HEY, 01-03-04 9:44pm

i my...
::smiles::

stephanie*

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