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HollishDanishM (profile) wrote,
on 1-10-2004 at 1:24pm
Music: Albanian Poser Rap- Fucking Bitches
Subject: CIGAM
Life is a magical thing. As much, as it might bedazzle, confuse, excite, or even anger you it still is magical. Maybe there really are aliens out there. Maybe God really does exist? How was something like this created, from absolutely nothing?
Bi-polar... I was thinking, in reality, doesn't everyone have two sides? Two personalities? One side never shown to the world, the other free to any kind of judgement and evaluation. Some humans are more 'split' naturally, others are just more together and free with themselves. I don't think it exactly means that you are insecure, if you have to such different sides to you, but it might show you do not exactly know where you are headed- yet.
Everyday I go through seeing people act differently than they did the day before. It's a part of life, I know. It is still thrilling seeing so many people act so different, depending on the situation. Sometimes we just need to take a while to observe these changes around us, and just let it all in. It feels good, even if you're not enjoying it.

I think I finally learned it. I finally learned how to let go. How to stop considering the possibility of death, the reasons for living. I finally taught myself, and others helped too, how to just be free and live in the moment. I don't care what anyone says, if you look ahead you get scared. If you're scared you'll freeze out, and you will never see this so-called future.
It's time for everyone to lift your hats, to lower your weapons, and realize that it will never be figured out. In five thousand years, we will be able to look down, at all of our children and see that everything has remained the same.
It is not depressing really, it's life.
And life is a magical thing.
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01-10-04 5:20pm

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