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| alwaysfalling (profile) wrote, on 1-11-2004 at 10:46pm | |
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| so many things to say, but i don't know how to say them. *sigh* highlights of the weekend: -seeing chasing liberty with tina <3 loved it. -leftovers from buca di beppo. "there's another whole plate?" -yelling at altan through email. -getting picked up by james and johannah to spend time with them at their house. -going into james' room to find out what we were going to do and end up just sitting and talking and listening to gustar (sp?). -going to dinner in palm beach. -window shopping on worth ave. while driving in the car because it is cold outside -watching finding nemo and listening to my aunt/cousin make remarks about everything and just laughing. -dancing to the techno music til the early morning with james and having johannah and my cousin/aunt just watching and laughing -mirror fights. i win always. -making waffles. -doing stretches before washing the dishes. -hearing heart *he's a magic man....* -going to the beach and the waves being 8 ft high. then deciding to take on the waves and go in. "GO UNDER!" i survived. -getting the first shower. -watching cribs and seeing russell simon's house for the 4th time. i love that house. -going to rpb to the aunt and uncle's house. -seeing megan -dinner conversation: confirmation=bad -talking to christina on the phone and taking a walk with emily at the sametime -crying to all my aunts about my mom -finding out that we will all be confronting my mom next weekend about her problem. -singing moulin rouge songs in the garage with megan. I thank God everyday for the family he has blessed me with. They are so caring and comforting. I know for a fact that no matter what happens in my life, they will always be there for me. That gives me hope and confidence. My mom will be confronted by her whole family next weekend. What will happen? Only God knows. I think I am ready to let my emotions go about her and her problem. I want her to know how disturbed and distraught I am and just wish she would take into her hands with the help of all of us to get some much needed help. School is tomorrow, no Tina. *sigh* By the way, I think this summer between working, birthday, and vacation I'm going to write a book about being and teenager and living with a clincally depressed mother. i know their are lots of teens like me and not many of them are strong enough to write about it so I figure I should. Maybe I'll help someone, somewhere. Love you all. |
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megaroonski | 01-12-04 9:37am i love you so much babe. if you want me to pick you up friday, you can stay over here till sunday. you are so strong and i really admire you for that. keep your chin up, it easier to see heaven that way! i love you like woah. |
alwaysfalling | Re:, 01-12-04 8:53pm i love you too meg. i'll let you know about staying with you this weekend. i have no clue what i want to do yet. thank you for everything. i love you like craziness. =D |
sameen | 01-12-04 5:13pm man, i LOVE russel simmons house. they.. NAMED their house lol. and then what was the tea room thing called? the sammodah or something? lol that is so cool..
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alwaysfalling | Re:, 01-12-04 8:54pm thank you superman. <3
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spinoangel | 01-12-04 5:51pm *tears*
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alwaysfalling | Re:, 01-12-04 8:58pm always...
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lizzy | 01-12-04 7:09pm you are really brave danielle. i admire you so much for your positive outlook and your strength. i can't even imagine how hard it will be for you at the intervention, so i wish you all the luck in the world. |
alwaysfalling | Re:, 01-12-04 9:00pm it's the people like you that keep my spirits up. thank you so much. i'm glad that we became friends.
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