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|justamirage (profile) wrote, |
on 1-13-2004 at 3:00pm
|Current mood: depressed
Music: dashboard confessional-am i missing?
Subject: i dont beleive you when you say everything will be wonderful someday
|it seems like everything i love around me is dying or fading away. i give up. theres no point in living. why the hell are we alive when everyone is gunna fucking die anyway. i dont get it, and im not even going to attempt to. i dont even care anymore. i now realize that you shouldnt get attached to anything because eventually it will either die, leave you, or hurt you. if you dont fall in love you cant get hurt. i wish people didnt have emotions, all they do is fuck you up in the long run. actaully, people shouldnt even be here. i was telling this theory to claire, and now she probly thinks im a psycho but this is it..there should be no people, because then there would be no death, there would be no emotions, there would be no thinking, there would be no worry. if there were no people in the first place, i wouldnt be sitting here wishing i could just fall of the face of the earth. people wouldnt be sad when other people died, because there would be no life. no one would even be coming up with this theory so no one would have to feel bad about saying it or thinking it. there should be no life so there is no death. it wouldnt work if there was just no death, because then everyone would live forever, then there would still be worry, depression, thinking...it would still fucking suck, but it would just suck longer. so my cliff theory still reigns on this one, and you should take it as a compliment when i tell u i want you to fall off a cliff and die. but then what the fuck happens after we die? im not even gunna get into that right now...i am however gunna go sit in the dark and sleep until i eventually fade away and die.|
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wowys...., 01-13-04 3:39pm
dude keri, with that entry, you are officially more depressed than i am....that makes me sad....crap. do u see what u do to me?!?!?! ...naw im jk. and u buttmonkey, ur not commin to the game....saddness. u better be able to come over on saturday!
its Melissa, 01-14-04 2:35pm
Hey babe...that really got me thinking...remember no matter how far apart we are, i will always be here for you! gimme a call sometime and we can do something like old times...i really miss you! xoxo Missa
hola kerbear, 01-22-04 9:24pm
hola.. I love you keri and that love is unconditional.. but like I said in my theory.. well anything I say right now sucks so I'm just not going to waste my time with anything but YOU ROCK.
Your Wonderfull, Your Beautifal, Your EveryThing., 01-22-04 9:50pm
You beautifal and your ...Smile...well it could kill me