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eragedbluerat (profile) wrote,
on 1-25-2004 at 10:12pm
Current mood: I really gotta poop, but thats not a mood
Music: When the night comes down - Tiger army
Subject: Are you lonely, Are you lonely?
Wow this is a really good song. Anyway Sorry i havent been updating i've been afraid too (i'll explain that all later)

On thursday i stayed after school with kelli and we painted Mr. Mitchell's room. He's had a mural on his wall thats been unpainted for the past 5 years. So since we make fun of him all the time we decided we owe him a little. But he's giving us extra credit for it. Not that we need anyway. We have the highest 2 averages in the class. But it was good to just hangout with her. I felt like a real dumbass. She is an amazing artist. Though she really doesnt paint murals, she can drawn like ive never seen. It's amazing. But all day and on friday too, she was saying ( in the most innocent and joking way possible) i love you. I know what some of you are thinking. "Yeah so what i say that all the time to my friends?" Well coming from Kelli it was odd. Only becuase she doesnt joke like that. Well at least she hasn't to me in the 1 1/2 or so that ive known her. And also i think ever since lauren love has had a different meaning, and noone has said i love you, even as a joke, to my face. So it just caught me off guard i guess. But this brings me to my next point. The reason why i am so scared to post on my journal. Supposedly the one person i did not want to have my journal has had it for a long time. Lauren if you have my journal get rid of the URL. I dont want you to know how i think. Since a lot of this journal is about you. Please just get rid of it. And if you dont have this now and you read this later i'm sorry. But if you are reading this now then i would like to thank you for lying to me.
~BOYER
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simplyinlove

01-28-04 11:34am

i like ur mood...lol

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s2zeitgeist

02-08-04 4:16pm

Hey maybe she likes you. I wouldn't count on it but you never know. I'd say wait it out until it feels right to tell her how you feel. And you seem to be a bit more light hearted today. THTA IS VERY GOOD! KEEP IT UP!

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