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Jessika (profile) wrote,
on 2-3-2004 at 8:03am
Current mood: anxious
Music: Katie Rose..Offspring
Subject: Ewwwieeee!!!!
I choked up more blood this morning. It was yucky. First it was just more like bloody spit. Then a huge fucking clot came up from my throat. I am pretty sure it did not originate there, however. Where the hell was it from??

I woke up at 4:30 this morning. Even I can not sleep as long as I thought. I had to get up. Too much bed time = a lazy me. I did not do most of my homework. I hope my teachers understand. But I doubt it.
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02-04-04 6:17pm

ok you totally misunderstood what i said in my journal....i was sayin that me n you dont spend anytime togeather and youve got all your skool poo and on the weekends youre always w/ like rox and pplz even when ive mentioned you commin over....were just totally diff ppl now,such as our interests,but w/e

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Re:, 02-04-04 8:20pm

...The last time I spent the night anywhere but home was when I went to Billings for speech. I rarely do anything with Roxanne. Apart from what you may think, I am not a social butterfly ;-)

I beleive the last time you mentioned me coming over I slept all weekend because I was not feeling well. But I do not know.

SO sorry for having school as a priority and actually wanting to PASS my classes.

And when you put stuff up to be misunderstood, EXPECT IT TO BE SUCH. I put EXACTLY what you put in there. I did not improvise at all. I allowed people to put there general reaction foreward.

And how come you glare at me whenever we pass in the hall???

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Re: Re:, 02-05-04 1:55pm

i dont least not that i would think of....I've known for quiet sometime that our friendship would come to an end Jessica.

And are you trying to say that I dont care if i pass or not????

Like i care if youre a "social butterfly" or not..that has nothing to do w/ this at all.I know ive asked you to do things w/ me befor,and you never wanna.

As for telling Sarah that she'll prolly be taking your place at Warped...what the hell was that about??For one i never even thought bout that,secone she prolly couldnt cuz she goes to organ in the summer.

i dunno jess..were just way diff from each other now~friends thoughts, everything.We dont even call eachother anymore,thats how much we've changed....

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Re: Re: Re:, 02-05-04 7:07pm

First off....when did I ever verbally say I didn't want to do something with you? Don't assume. It makes an ass out of you and me ; - )

Next...Sarah was going on about how much she wants to go to Warped. If we are not friends, why would I go with you? That means you have extra room.

How many classes did you fail or get D's in? Just out of curiosity...

If you don't care so damn much, if we have no chance of friendship, then why waste your time with stupid shit like this? ; - )

Sarah should have fun in organ. I must ask: Does she visit the kidney or lungs more frequently?

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-06-04 9:01pm

youre fuckin retarded..."Sarah should have fun in organ. I must ask: Does she visit the kidney or lungs more frequently?"

So I faild 2 classes...that dont mean that it isnt importanat to me.

I really dont care yet at the same time I do cuz this just means That from the beginning of the year ive been putting worthless amounts of effort into our "friendship" for nothing.Oh wait I must correct hear you bitch at me all the time...tell me that what im doing is wrong and that youre sooooo much smarter and better than me....Then tell me WHY THE HELL DOES EVERYONE THINK YOURE SUCH A BITCH????

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-07-04 2:20pm

I do not know anybody who has been to any of the major organs. Maybe OREGAN, but not the organs....You should ask her how fun it is.

Why put fort effort? YOU were the one that gave up on the "friendship", not me ; - )

Get your hearing checked. I never once told you anything you were doing was wrong. But if you ARE hearing things, don't blame me. Nor did I say "Bailey, I'm SOOO much better and smarter than you.", so don't assume. As I said, it makes an ass out of you and me.

Mostly everyone I know thinks you are a stupid bitch. I don't know any that think I am.


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