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| playachika (profile) wrote, on 2-3-2004 at 8:26am | |
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| Livin life is so hard Every day I pray to God Tell Him to send me light so I can touch my soul And always know right from wrong Livin life is so hard Every day I pray to God Tell Him to touch my heart so He can ease the pain Anything to hide the scars.. Thank you God, I appreciate every blessin Happiness to heartaches, take it as a lesson I learned a lot in this year Got a life that keeps me stressin Facin criticism, answerin questions And you still keep me happy and healthy Blessed with a mind to play the cards that life has dealt me No doubt I struggle, I cry at times Sometimes I wish I could live in a bubble And it gets hard not to stray from trouble I'm proud of me, got a family that holds me down Real friends 'cause the other ones claim they don't know me now Life is crazy, people never cease to amaze me Stay with stories by how they made me or raised me Been through a lot Still gotta watch my back 'cause people plot Closest to you do you dirty just so they can take away your spot Some days I feel like I wanna quit But I pray too long and dreamed and worked too hard for it Wouldn't trade my life none, even a little bit Cause it could be worse for real, I could be turnin tricks Might bitch and whine but always just in the back of my mind I could be livin on the streets, nothin to eat without a dime So I thank God, and I think why 'cause life's hard Meet a lot of people but always I'm puttin up my guard Cause you never know, some people are snakes Some people give a lot but mostly not, most people take A lot of smilin, claimin realness but most people fake Still gotta smile, 'cause that's what it takes Sometimes it's lonely I feel like people see me but don't really know me Livin life is so hard Every day I pray to God Tell Him to send me light so I can touch my soul And always know right from wrong Livin life is so hard Every day I pray to God Tell Him to touch my heart so He can ease the pain Anything to hide the scars.. well, thats the song i wanted that kimmi wont tell me what its called, so if anyone else knows, please tell me because i wanna hear what it sounds like, take a peek at the post someone gave me on the entry from janurary 31... its soooo wrong. i mean c'mon, accusing me of lying about being a sophmoreis pretty pathetic. oohw ell im at school riite now, im yearbook, we're not doing anything and i have a test next period that i should be studying for but i really don't want to so i dont tink i will... im not loking forward to softball today i think its going to be really boring... ohhh well... we had a game lat niiite for little leage and of course we lost, we always lose, lol its our bad luck all over again. i played pitcher and short... me and lindsey kept switchin n and out.. omg i hit someone lol... it was riiite at her kneees and the reason it hit her was being she was riite up against the plate and i threw the ball on the inside corner riite at her kneees... hahahahaha. mitch is going to write some dumb shit on my notebook and if he does ima laugh athim.. lol because that'd juss be stupid.. whoa i can type really faast on this key board .. thats pretty damn cool... ok anways im kinda sick of school... well i kno i say that now but seriously, i don't kno... its sooooo dumb sometimes.. weskeeps saying hi to me... i dunno maybe hes not as mad or w/e at me anymore... who knows, whocares. hmmmm do i really look for attetion that often. i really dont think i do..... i think im starting to beeileive what everyone says about me and what i do... who knows i shouldnt let it get to me. reid called me last niiite at like 11 o clock because he was horny.. i was like... im tired and he kept calling bac n got pissd because i wouldnt uhmm..."help him" lol if you get what i mean,... oooh this english test is on my mind i think i should go study again.. cept i kno like everything on the test review except for the map... i need to find to kkill a mocking bitrd to.. it hink its in my locker.. and im hungry as hell riite now.. jamie gave me some of her pretzels so i think im good until 5th period. once again i had to bring my bat abad go tschoo. im kinda sick of bringing it all over.... i get teeth pulled soon... im dreading that, its going to hurt like a bitch... hmmmmmmmm bord bored boredf... everyone says i hava hangover today.. well no not that i kno of....lol.. oh well.. nothing else has gone in my life i dont think ok well the news is comoing on soon so i should go, ill write when i get home if anything else interesting happens.. i doubt it will enless i get hit by a ball or seomthing in practice, love always Lauren' call me jus snot now since im in school! lol 560-2738 Muah! |
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surviv0r | 02-03-04 7:45pm no that's bullshit b/c that song that u have on the bottom of the window thing is fucking mandy moore and i had that on my livejournal and u stole it and same with that song that says "it's like i can't remember who i used to be am i running from you or am i running from me" u stole that too, and now AGAIN u just stole my other shit so don't even fucking get pissed off at me that's fucked up i coulda been a lot fucking meaner about that .. and u don't fucking listen to the same shit i do b/c if u listened to that shti i would understand but u see it on my journal or away message and just steal it and it's starting to piss me off so yeah |
playachika | Re:, 02-03-04 9:06pm lol... what are you talking about? i got the one thing from muh friend chelsea. the thing that flashes on my bottom. i didnt even kno u had livejournal. lol i kno i stole the shit i posted yestudya. that was my intention. so someone else could tell me who sings it so i can listen to it. i didnt even kno that wasa song the whole running thing... hmm.. now i do. i have all mandy moore cd's n stuff so why do u tell me i dont listen to the same shit? i dont listen to alot of rap anymore, like your tupac n stuff. i can show u my cds if you don't believe me. its so dumb how you can get mad that i took ok.. not one... but 2 things from you. its not copywritten "nicole padula" is it?? no. yeah, you coulda been meaner, that's your fault you weren't. i dont steal anything. the stuff i did take, i nearly copy and pasted. hehe i think its kinda funny tho how pissed you are. oooh well. im otu
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