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loner-skyz (profile) wrote,
on 2-10-2004 at 3:49pm
Current mood: sad
Subject: Why?
Why should I even try to be nice to people who aren't nice to me? Why should I waste my time and energy being nice to them. Why should I care about people that don't care about me? Why should I keep my "Nice to everyone" image. Okay, "Nice to everyone but the preps" image..
I mean, if they aren't nice to me than why care? So, I'm not. I'm not going to care anymore about them. They can all die, it won't matter to me. Atleast not on the surface.
I'm going to be two different people. The surface person, who's cold and mean to everyone but those she loves, and the inside person who is only shown to those she loves. The inside person will really care about the other people, but they won't know that. Nobody but 3 people will...and the people that are reading this. Not that anyone does...not that that's a bad thing.
Bleh. I'm so damn confused
But atleast I can talk to Emma at school.
Goddess I love her.
Anyhoo....
I have the hiccups. I've had them for like 10 min straight now.
Arg...it's getting really annoying and giving me a blooding headache. WHY?
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such a simple three letter word......
-naya-
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hereyetgone

acting ..., 02-10-04 11:24pm

maybe i should go out for drama club ... its easier to forget when you're happy ... happy = distant reality i believe ... thanks for understanding

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Faithofvampires

Re: acting ..., 02-11-04 7:08pm

Drama is a good release. you don't have to be who you are.


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hereyetgone

Re: Re: acting ..., 02-12-04 10:36pm

Thanks ... great advice

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Faithofvampires

02-11-04 7:09pm

I'll be nice to you. of course that is hard from Alabama but i will be nice

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Ciinamon

Hi, 02-11-04 7:28pm

If you wanna become friends and stuff just post a comment on my jounal... then we can talk

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