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Jessika (profile) wrote,
on 3-7-2004 at 11:32am
Current mood: groggy
Music: Christian stuff...at 9:20 in the morning...OY!
Subject: Oh the stuff I find...
I shall drown you in my tears;
Suffocate you in my hate;
I'll strangle you with my fears,
Don't try to change now, you're already too late.

Now the trust is gone,
For now I can see
Your ignorance, disbelief:
All strains of your conterfeit personality.

For these emotions are vindictive,
Scratching at the walls of my soul
Begging to be freed,
Their strength I no longer control.

My dove of compassion is dead;
Now completely I'm desensitized,
Never to feel again.
For the lies in your eyes...

I shall drown you in my tears.
The hate will pour like rain
To smother your stupid little world
So I will be free once again.


Yes. Tiphni Lynn and I wrote this last summer, I do believe. I think I have posted it here before, but I am not sure anyone ever read it....so here it is again. I gave Tiph my general ideas and a few basic lines and how I wanted it to be, and she pretty much put my thoughts on paper. Wooo Tiph! ...I should remind her of this.

The stupid fucking little girl did not get her desired amount of banana bread. So I have to make more. Just for her. *angry face insert*


OOOO!! I also had a dream! It was about a SUPER fucking hot dude that I met when Shelle and I were on Slime Time Live! I got prizes and to be on TV : ). Then when everyone was gone, Me and Shelle were sitting there and then we noticed this super hot guy sitting all alone. He was from Texas. When we went back to school, he was in my English class, so I guess he moved :-p. Our school quite resembled Butte's. Anyway. He was pretty much gay..he had like 5% straight in him. He also had a crush on Colton ^_^. Then the doggy came and woke me up to let her out. = (.



I update too much.



BTW..."You're Sweet. Sweet like an orange creame sugar bunny." Yup.
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LittleDamion

03-07-04 11:26pm

What a nice poem O_o.

How did the guy look!? I WANNA KNOW! =P


see! I commented!

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Jessika

Re:, 03-07-04 11:36pm

It is hard to remember what he looks like now...he was tallish, brown hair with highlights, pretty blue green eyes...Umm...I forget anymore. Yah....Thanks for actually READING :-p

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