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| cutie2187 (profile) wrote, on 3-26-2004 at 11:38am | |
| have you ever met someone that off the bat you feel like you know them and they know you...its like love at first site...just not like in the movies and stuff where you automatically love someone....but you grown to love this person in 5, 10, 20, 30 minutes and you want to be with this person for as long as you can have them...all you want is to know this person like no other...be with this person...when you are with this person everything is right...you feel like nothing can happen to you...you feel safe...your happy and you dont want it to change...this person is like a friend and you want more than just a friendship...but cant because its a scary thing...something horrible might come out of it or something beautiful...its based on the risks you take.... dont ask me where all that came from..lol...i was just thinking about being little and now and just everything...i remember in 1st grade i had my first boy call me...3rd grade i had the first boy like me and he gave me my first teddy bear for v-day...my actual first crush was in 4th grade...hehe i remember when i was in day care before kindergarten (sp?) and guys had cooties and you had to stay away from them...i also remember me and leah beating up lil boys and they would push us off the swings and we would get dirty...and you had to cross your fingers so cooties wouldnt get to you...lol wow man we were some cute kids...me and leah and crystal would go in the back yard when we were younger and make mud pies with oranges and nasty stuff we found in the ground...we would also catch lizards and find there eggs and hold them untill they hatched...i know i had a few hatch in my hands...gosh...good old times when stuff didnt matter and you didnt really know what was going on....i wish for those days again....just to be 8 again and the only thing to worry about was catching cooties...and the best thing was finding a cookie or your mom bringing you a barbie or something to that effect...just simple things made you happy...but now adays everyone wants more...its amazing how people change from a childhood to teenage years...and now we are going to change while we get into our adult years....and we learn from our mistakes...risks...chances...moving on from stuff we dont want to move off of...from everything that happens to us...and we all become amazing people...gah too much umm i dont know...hehe but im going to go i got to call my dad and see if he still letting us go to ai...i got in trouble last night because i was online at 11:15...its not like i can get raped over the net...oh wellz...bye bye |
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| Anonymous | 03-26-04 2:49pm wow....where did all of that come from?...it couldn't be more true...we all have to grow up sometime whether we like it or no...but at least we have the memories of being 8 and everything that came with it...ttyl...-Jerrica |
cutie2187 | Re:, 03-26-04 2:53pm i know...it was weird....i woke up this morning all inspired...and wrote all that..hehe i dont know...its odd... |
Anonymous | Re: Re:, 03-26-04 4:45pm oddness is good
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cutie2187 | Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 4:47pm i know i have no shame for being odd... |
| Anonymous | 03-26-04 8:09pm i know exactly how you feel but take my advice if this is a tangable person go after them! Don't do what i did, i never said anything and to this day we are friends and we can never be anything more... SO go after them! |
cutie2187 | Re:, 03-26-04 8:22pm there is no one to go after.... |
Anonymous | Re: Re:, 03-26-04 9:20pm ok cool i just said if there was. |
cutie2187 | Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 9:27pm funny part...there could be someone...but its odd and scary... |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 9:29pm its always scary and you always feel weird but you just have to go for it and hope for the best. |
cutie2187 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 9:32pm yea i guess...its just arg...i dont know how to explain it...its just not possible some how... |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 9:40pm everythings possible if there's a will there's a way |
cutie2187 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 9:44pm hehe sounds like a commercial...there is nothing really in the way...its just me... |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 9:59pm get over it, dont you want to be happy? |
cutie2187 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 10:07pm yes i would love to be happy...but having a guy wont just turn me to be happy...i need more than that... |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 10:11pm like? (i didn't mean that you having a guy would make everything perfect) but it wouldn't hurt |
cutie2187 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 10:14pm i know what you mean...but i dont know what else i need to be happy...it doesnt matter... |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 10:37pm it does matter, and you need to look deep with in yourself to find out what's going to make you happy |
cutie2187 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 10:56pm i know...and ill find it...and i will become happy one day... |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-26-04 11:19pm i hope we both do... |
cutie2187 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-27-04 8:55am it doesnt really matter if im happy...if my friends and people around me are happy...im good... |
babaloo181 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-27-04 6:51pm ....i know this is gonna seem outta place considerin all of the .... inspiring writing and life advice goin on rite now ... but....U USED TO CATCH LIZARD EGGS AND HAVE THEM HATCH IN UR HANDS?! WTF WERE U THINKIN?! EEEEEEEEW! ::shivers:: |
cutie2187 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-27-04 7:38pm hehe they are fucking lizards...there not monsters...they dont eat people...dumbass...i still luv ya...hehe |
babaloo181 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-28-04 8:50am hey hey hey! when their tails fall off they continue to move!!!!! if that doesn't make them monsters...what the hell does woman?! THEY'RE EVIL I TELL U! AHHHHHH! |
cutie2187 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-28-04 2:37pm hehe lizards dont hurt people...they are more scared of us then we are of them...dumbass...they wont like jump on you and eat you...hehe...gosh...one lizard jumps on you and your scared for life...dork! |