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Kandy (profile) wrote, on 4-3-2004 at 4:40pm | |
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Heartbreaks will last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go; the challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them i'd rather be hated for who i am, then loved for who i'm not -Kurt cobain If you want rainbows, you have to put up with the rain." -Dolly Parton I believe in angels, the kinds that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but i call them my best friends a best friend is someone who sees the hurt when your smile fooled someone else who do you turn to when the only person that can dry your tears made you cry? how could anyone be alone? there are about 6.2 billion people around us day in and day out..maybe it's not people they are looking for behind this inoccent smile of mine, lay words left unsaid. words of longing, love,anger, and hate, all repeating inside my head I'm on a Valium diet. I take four for breakfast and the rest of the day the food keeps falling out of my mouth It's a dog-eat-dog world, and I'm wearing Milkbone shorts Never let a computer know you're in a hurry This gum tastes funny. - a sign on a condom machine If we could sell our experiences for what they cost us, we all would be millionaires Kind words can be short and easy to speak, but their echoes are truly endless Sometimes I wonder what life would have been like if we never met... it would have been simpler, yes... Easier, maybe... But then I realized that it also would be incomplete... There's nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan on your part to actually do something about it. Too often a person grows complacent with their disillusionment, perpetually wearing their "discomfort" like a favorite shirt." -Jhonen Vasquez You make it really hard to love you sometimes Relationships always start with this heady swoonish period, where the other person is like this new invention that solves all life's worst problems like losing socks in the dryer or toasting bagels without burning the edges. At this phase, which lasts about 6 weeks max, the other person is perfect. But at 6 weeks and 2 days, the cracks start to show; not real structural damage yet but little things that niggle and nag. Like the way they always assume you'll pay for your own movie, because you did once or how they use the dashboard of their car as an imaginary keyboard at long stop lights. Once you thought this was cute or even endearing, now it just annoys you but not enough to change anything. Come week 8 though and the strain is starting to show, the person is in fact human and this is where most relationships splinter and die. Either you can stick around and deal with it or ease out gracefully, knowing at some point in the not so distant future, there will be another perfect person who will fix everything, at least for 6 weeks. Slowly, the smile I knew and dreaded crept across his face. "You love me" he said simply I think that you are actually, secretly attracted to all the parts of my personality that you claim to abhor. He was the one thing that didn't end as planned and I couldn't check him off the way I wanted to. Just remember, when you're floating up and up in your bubble that bubbles have a habit of bursting, the higher you climb, the further you have to fall Sorry for all the million and one well meant but badly thought out things I've done that have hurt you. Sorry sorry sorry. Here she was asleep, holding onto me like I was a life raft or something. There's not a single millimetre of space between her body and mine. I could move my hands and...And anything I liked. Caress or strangle. Kill or cure. Her or me. Me or Her. I think you and I should go away together. Somewhere. Anywhere. Just the 2 of us, for good. I want to be with you and I think you want to be with me. I'm not going to swear undying love or any of those other things you despise so much but if we don't leave now and together, something tells me we never will. Save each other. Let's just do it before we get too old and scared. All you have to do is say Yes. Take me away from all this, don't let me leave with him. I want to be with you. Don't let me down. Maybe if we could love long enough and hard enough and deep enough then the world outside could never hurt us again. Maybe. When we made love, I knew I loved you, I always will and I always have but there's nowhere for us to be, nowhere for us to go where we would be left in peace, that's why I was crying. For all the things we might have had but we're never going to. |
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