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| spinoangel (profile) wrote, on 4-9-2004 at 9:12am | |
| Current mood: weak-hearted Music: kelly clarkson - "i surrender" Subject: help me not to surrender |
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| =*( i can't... i'm just so.... i can't find the little mermaid to cheer me up. is it a sign? when i decide that it's done, when i decide i'm finally done with all this unnecessary nonsense and feelings, i go to bed and my heart decides to dream that it's not over. i just had the most movie-like dream. and it almost hurt feeling in love again. it felt so real. and in this dream, i was so passionately willing to fall back. and it's just not right. i don't understand. if a dream is a wish your heart makes, does that mean my heart still loves? does it mean its just trying to suppress it all? i don't know. i am so confused. and i don't understand what i'm saying or why i'm saying it. i just wish things were simple. and i wish i wasn't so confused with myself and with other people. this is exactly how i acted in the dream: *there's so much life i've left to live, and this fire's burning still. what would happen if they ever knew i'm in love with you? cuz i'd surrender everything, to feel the chance to live again. i reach to you. i know you can feel it too. i surrender. every night getting longer and this fire's getting stronger i'll swallow my pride and i'll be alive. did you hear my call? i surrender all. i reach to you, i know you can feel it too i surrender.* |
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christini | 04-09-04 10:10am :-/
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angeleyes | 04-09-04 11:37am please check your mail. |