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maybenot (profile) wrote,
on 4-12-2004 at 12:28am
I wana die

Why is it always, i am feeling so depressed. I slit my rist and put my hand to my chest. My feelings got hurt so many times, why am i making this stupid rime. I lay on my bed and wish i could die. I wish some body would love me, i wish some body would care, that im hurting in side, dispite my disspare. My love for this boy was so veary strong, untill one day it was all over, the love we shared was all gone. My best is moving away, i don't know what i will do with out her, no one can say. I want to be invisble so no one can see me cry, i want to be invisble, i want to die. Why can't anybody see that i am hurting in side, i let my anger out with the cutting of my flesh. It feels good to feel something other then being depressed. The love i had bored for all human kind, is no longer with me, now it is time. Time to say good bye to me, bid your last fair wells, for the place that i might be going to, just might be hell. I will miss you all, i hope you miss me to, remeber that one last kiss, that i gave to you it was love and it was true. end

This is how sometimes i feel i don't no y, every day at school i think of just wanting to bealone, i have my own litte world where there is just me in it and no one to bother me i just want to be alone for now... just for now
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burn667

04-13-04 12:39am

paulina , your not alone im here, i love you, and trust me cutting your wrist wont solve anything
trust me on this
i love you pauilina
_nadia

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maybenot

Re:, 04-15-04 12:11am

sometimes it helps and sometimes it dosne't as i said.... it feels good to feel somthing..... other then being depressed

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burn667

04-13-04 12:54am

and you dont want to have to go through cuting yourself







life gets beter trust me , just let people be closer to you and ignore those who are mean to you and tease you or hurt you
i love you paulina

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