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maybenot (profile) wrote,
on 4-22-2004 at 2:42pm
i have to confess something, when i found out Kaya liked nadia a long time ago, and now i see them like playing around, i dont know i just relly don't know, i Know it's not jelousey or that kind a shit, but..... Its strange to see some of my friends flirt wit each other, like reggie and tiana are going out that is kinda odd and brigett and mason. Maybe it's because they went out more then once wit each other. Whats the point of going out anyway. We can't really go any were. I feel like my movie totaly bombed. Now it's kaya who is the directer. My movie was pointless anywa, his skript is much better, besides he has been doing this much longer then i and i couldn't really stand the ms wong anymore i think kaya can take her, i'll just be invisble once more to all. i have no idea why i am writing this i really dont but isn't it better to let out your feelings in typing then cutting your self, mmm much better. Im happy for kaya i don't know why im just am, maybe it's because he and nadia have this thing going on don't no what thing that is just a thing, or could be that my movie got cut, kinda glad though. I miss cameron, he would underdstand all this, or maybe he wouldn't, maybe he's just using me for like somthing, just so he can say he has a girl friend and shit. I hate bois who do that. Safi dosen't talk as much as i thought he would, he is as omost quieter then i am in gt i think im not sure. I have to ssay i really like safirs eyes there a cool color, i havn't notice nadia's maybe i'll get a chance to tomorrow for now laters
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surferskater420

04-23-04 12:26am

i'm not trying to stell yor movie from u . u created it and it was good. i liked it better that mine. u r a good writer and writing is better than cutting and i didn't mean to hurt u (if i did) by liking nadia.....i just do and i think alwas will. don't be invisible. i like u alote i couldn't stand letting u be silenced. don't be invisible..... be loud and give um fucking hell !

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maybenot

Re:, 04-23-04 12:54am

lol you make me laugh and feel better about my self at the same time, that i guess is why i like you so much (not in a obsessed way or anything like that) don't get freeked out k. Thanks kaya your a good friend. for real you are. Maybe thats why nadia likes you so much. Keep it up lol.

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burn667

04-23-04 12:52am

awwwwwww paulina, kaya and i have a really close friendship, i would never ever go out with kya or anything, like i said before paulina im here and i love you
it is true that its better to let your feelings out, im glad you know how to do it, journals really help, they take all that stuff bottled inside and brake the bottle

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maybenot

Re:, 04-23-04 12:58am

shit i for got you could read my journal lol. O well im not jelous or anything, but it's just that.... nm i have no idea what im saying. Thanks nadia you aae such a good frend i love you to and safir and kaya (no im not a lesbian or anythig like haiely guys say im just not that kinda girl lol. Thanks nadia

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