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lifesuxsodanz (profile) wrote,
on 5-5-2004 at 8:11pm
just a little unhappy...a little unwanted

just a little it's no big deal

It just makes me think...why is it so easy for some people to make relationships work and after all the shit I go through with guys...it never works out for me. I go through more relationship crap every year than probably all of the couples in our grade combined...(ok well the IB ones) and I have nothing to show for it...it always gets fucked up.

I'm just not good enough I'll learn to live with it. Until something changes I'll continue my pattern of being used and pretending not to care...I need to feel love be it superficial or not.

On happier notes today was a good day just like Ashley predicted. I love yearbooks I love sentiment I can't wait till every1 is done signing mine lol they all keep taking it home and holding it hostage. I love my friends I never realized how many people I truely care about the number always seemed so small but in reality I'm surrounded by love, I have just enough important people in my life who needs massive quantities of untrue friends...I have quality here lol.

just some thoughts I'll have more I'm sure

~Jess~
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alwaysfalling

05-05-04 8:27pm

someday... prince charming is going to come, or so i would like to think. i'm sorry though that things don't work out for you, you're a great person and i love to be around you. guys are just... weird.

on other notes... i was going to write the samething in my journal today about how i love my friends. i was going to list them but then i thought that that could turn depressing.

<33 little chub

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lifesuxsodanz

Re:, 05-05-04 9:08pm

guys=weird

danielle=smiles

chubs=mad love

~That's life by me~

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Lizzy

05-05-04 8:56pm

it may look easy on the outside, but i can vouch that most relationships, no matter how "easy" they may look stuggle internally. it may seem that you're the only one struggling but you're def. not.

not sure if thats sometimes to make u feel better, but just wanted to give you my input.

quality > quantity. much agreed. <3

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lifesuxsodanz

Re:, 05-05-04 9:07pm

aw Liz I totally didn't mean to belittle anyone's relationships though that's what it sounds like. I was referring to some uhh specific people. I'm just bitter don't mind me. I know how hard it is to make long lasting stuff work and that you have most definately been there. Thx for ur input tho lol

~Jess~

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