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| playachika (profile) wrote, on 5-8-2004 at 6:56am | |
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| Hi- Well, now i can keep myjournal. lol.. this keeps gettin confusin. oh well. today i had a game against the devil rays again.. WE WON 3*2!!!! it was very exciting and also very nail biting. i ended up twisting my ankle going after a difficult fly ball behind third base in the outfield. i had it in my glove but not long enuff because as i caught the ball my ankle twisted and as i went down i dropped the ball. my bruise from the other day looks nastayy!!! oh wells. last night i went to the movies with michael. today is his dads bday. so hes at iguana mia! haha... anyways... turn up your volume... and read this as themusic is playing.... Anjali made me realize something. She made me realize that i take too much forgranted. Just as everyone else does. I act like my life is so bad... but i gotta think about the kids in india and bad countries that have so much war and turmoil and starvation going on.. im not one of the kids who no one wants to adopt... im just Lauren. A little girl who can't face reality of things. Ima girl who wants to live in a dream world the rest of her life and try to ignore what people in the real world are like. I have finally begun to realize how mean people can be. I act like everything is wrong but im not standin on a street corner everynight trying to get money to support anyone... even tho some of you think i am... im really not the whore im played out to be. im not your virgin mary... but im also not your street corner strip club girl.. i just wish people would leave me alone about things. im trying to live my life how i want to. im realizing how much i complain about stuff. im not freezing... im not dying... im normal. ima normal teenager with internal conflicts going... why cant people just realize that? i dont want to cause trouble but its like you bring it on. id ont kno... im juss...feeling different and how i want peopel to stop calling me a whore/slut/skank.... i dont mind the bitch ebcause yeah i can be one.. but everything else? if you dont kno me, even if you do, you shouldnt be calling me a whore.. i rpolyl havnt dont a thing to you...so.. i dont kno... Forever Lauren |
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| Anonymous | 05-08-04 11:02pm Everything that's happened, you have brought on yourself. We all tried to ignore it, but you kept complaining about it and bringing it up and calling people names and stuff. Yes, you do pity yourself and try to get people to feel bad for you. It's about time you realized that and realized that no one is feeling bad for you except a couple people. Everyone would leave you alone, if you left them alone. If you want everything dropped, you don't get on a public journal and call people names. That's stupid. Your asking for people to get mad at you. Your instagating it. All your friends tried to help you and you pushed them away. It's not there fault everything has happened, it's yours. If you left people alone, they would leave you alone. The pity party for you is over Lauren, it's time to put everything in the past and get on with our lives. It's good to know you finally realized something. Maybe soon you'll start to realize how good your friends were to you. That would be a shocker. I don't think you will...I hope you prove me wrong. I'm not saying all this to make you mad. I'm trying to help you realize what you've lost. You did take your friends for granted, and finally, it came back and bit you in the butt. Hopefully, you'll get a reality check and understand what I'm saying. I'm just trying to help you, maybe you should start listening to somebody.... |
playachika | Re:, 05-09-04 4:39pm oh shut up nicola. i dont like you.
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Anonymous | Re:, 05-14-04 8:58am Honestly, people grow up yah she has an online journal but who the hell cares it is none of your buisness what she writes on here, honestly grow up you guys need to start acting your age if she doesnt like you and she wants to put it in her journal then fine let her its not your say in it and frankly you should just grow up because it is really getting tiring and to sit there and talk about somebody behind there back is wrong at least she has enough balls to say it to a person and to write it in her journal. I mean it is her journal and frankly what she writes in it is her business and if that is to much for you to handle then that is too bad suck it up because you guys are really imature. she is going to keep writting what she feels about people in it whether you like it or not and she honestly could care less what you think. Yah she loves michael thats her business who the hell cares. Oh and if your gonna talk all this shit about somebody at least have enough guts to sign your name, obviously you say she knows who is writting in her journal but you know if your gonna talk all that crap and you want someone to know you said it then sign you damn name. And have a nice day.
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