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SinfulDarkness (profile) wrote, on 5-14-2004 at 6:53pm | |
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Friday is here yay...I am waiting for Monica and Alexis to call me back cuze were suppose to be going to Desert Ridge in a few hours. I had a lot to say but I dunno what it was...heres a few really good songs, they kinda express how I am feeling so I guess thats good enough for now, thank you for the comment Steph, we need to hang out sometime soon.. The Fire Still Burns by Cradle of Filth You thought it was gone But the fire goes on And I thought you knew me I told you before 'Til I settle the score That I'll never run free I have enough pain and anger in my brain To last many lifetimes Yet still it goes on, and the more that it shows I won't have a peace of mind The fire, the fire still burns I have a dream And as strange as it seems There's no embers glowing The fire's gone out and theres no need to shout 'Cause no anger's showing But it's not true, nothing I ever do Seems to ease my fury Get out of my way I'm the hangman today And the judge and the jury The fire, the fire still burns Emotion No. 13 by Suicidal Tendencies I wish so hard that I could be just like the ...one you want me to But it doesn't seem to work though I'm trying. I try so hard to do what's right, to be so good, ...to make you proud, but it never seems to satisfy you. It's just the person that you want,...it's not the person that I am. The conflict inside's horrifying. I want so much for you to think of me as a person ...that deserves your respect & attention. I wonder if I'll ever do the things you want...(the way you want) When I don't even know what I want yet. It's not that I'm rebelling against the person you are It's just that I don't know who I am. All I know is it hurts, oh how it hurts Oh God, do you know how I'm hurting? There's an emotion in me. There's an emotion in me Emotion No. 13 Look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not lying. Emotion No. 13 easy cryin' Don't ask me how I know, but I'm dying Emotion No. 13 blows my mind away Emotion No. 13, it blows me away Look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not... Emotion No. 13, says I'm... Don't ask me how I know, but I think I'm... Don't ask me how I know, but I think I'm dying,...dying, dy- ing, dying All I know is it hurts, oh how it hurts Oh God do you know how I'm hurting? There's an emotion in me, there's an emotion in me Emotion No. 13 Look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not lying Emotion No. 13, feels like I'm dying Institutionalized by Suicidal Tendencies [Mike Muir/Mayorga] So you're gonna be institutionalized You'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes You won't have any say They'll brainwash you until you see their way [CHORUS] They stuck me in an institution Said it was the only solution To give me the needed professional help To protect from the enemy myself They give you a white shirt with long sleeves Tied around your back, you're treated like thieves Drug you up because they're lazy It's too much work to help a crazy [CHORUS] They say they're gonna fix my brain Alleviate my suffering and my pain But by the time they fix my head Mentally I'll be dead Love Vs Loneliness by Suicidal Tendencies How can you love someone If you think that you're no one When you mistreat yourself, and think it's all you deserve Cause it's so hard to care Is this or is it loneliness? How can you demand respect - when you have no respect? When you abuse your body, never mind your mind And you're your own worst victim There'll be no love just loneliness Why do you force a smile - when you know all the while That you're burning inside, but don't want no one to know The hell that you're in As love turns to loneliness How can you sleep at night? When you know it's not alright When you wake up in the morning, nothin' has changed If you do nothin' about it Love becomes loneliness Love vs loneliness, love vs loneliness And when you're down and you think you need something The temptations so hard to resist But what you grab sure ain't what you needed That's not love it's loneliness And when you're lonely and think you need someone The plot a painful twist There ain't no one that can make you feel like someone Only you can cure loneliness How can you be confident when you're all wrong with it When you know what you're doing and you're doing it wrong It's no misunderstanding This ain't love this is loneliness How can you love someone - if you think that you're no one? |
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