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fadingfallenstar (profile) wrote,
on 5-18-2004 at 6:39am
Music: Brand New-good to know if I ever needed attention all I would have to do is die
Subject: lets all be dramatic, because we are all so fucking good at it.
School is almost over, I won't have to be around these people, I won't be hearing all this drama, maybe people will even stop fighting about stupid shit (ha, right like that would ever happen). I have to keep telling myself this in order to not completely go insane.

How hard is it to be a logical person? To just not be so dramatic, to think of others before yourself here and there, to not be jealous, to let things go, forgive, or to just shut the fuck up.

I'm starting not to care about other peoples problems because half of the time they are the ones making it worse every day. I guess the world teaches me how to be a terrible person, or these stupid fucks I'm surrounded with every day.

I'm not about to fight for something I'll lose.
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this-acoustic-love

05-18-04 12:25pm

if you know that you will lose, before you even begin, there isnt one good reason to waste your energy.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

Re:, 05-18-04 4:08pm

No, that is called courage, something many people lack in this day and age. You should fight for what you believe even if you might lose.

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this-acoustic-love

Re: Re:, 05-18-04 4:12pm

yes. in most cases i would agree. I almost told her to. and I almost quoted "to kill a mockingbird"... about how "being beat 100 years before you've even begun" (ya da ya da ) in reference to Atticus knowing he was going to lose the trial before it had even begun. But. in this situation, it isnt worth her energy.

<3

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PHIL-HIMSELF

Re: Re: Re:, 05-18-04 4:16pm

Yeah I guess it just reflects how incorrect society usually is and how just because people think something is right doesn't make it right. Maybe if people banded together we could defeat the corrupt behaviors of society.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

Re: Re: Re:, 05-18-04 4:18pm

or maybe it is just human nature

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Tabletop

Re: Re:, 05-18-04 6:17pm

you should only fight for what you believe in if you have a chance of contributing to what you believe in. If you believe in it whole heartedly, but know that it will never change, it's just a waste of energy.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

Re: Re: Re:, 05-18-04 8:49pm

well someone else could benefeit from it, but I forgot you are all about you and you only.

My bad

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PaintedOnMyMemory

05-18-04 12:37pm

I don't think jealousy is something that you can exactly control. But I suppose you can control the actions upon that jealousy.

I can't wait until school is out either. There won't be as much dipshits to deal with.

Sigh. It sounds too good to be true.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

05-18-04 2:45pm

No, I view at as the world just teaching me what not to be

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fadingfallenstar

Re:, 05-18-04 9:17pm

yeah, that's a better way of looking at it.

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windedhero

heh, 05-18-04 6:03pm

Maybe you're just hanging around the wrong people.

Ever think of that?

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fadingfallenstar

Re: heh, 05-18-04 9:17pm

good point.

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PHIL-HIMSELF

Re: Re: heh, 05-18-04 9:18pm

no you hang out with me don't you, I don't think I am "bad people"

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fadingfallenstar

Re: Re: Re: heh, 05-18-04 9:22pm

you are good people. haha, but some of the people i talk to i probably shouldn't.

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apatheticXsufferance

05-20-04 9:12am

i found you on a random search, my name is collin. you seem like some one who shares alot of the same ideas as i do about people and id be intersted in talking if you would like. so heres my screen name (requiem fades) or check out my journal.

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